blah blah blah
you have NO idea how many flipping poems and stuff i have since september.
every single one about the same thing.
you'd think i wouldnt have anything else to write, say or even think about for that matter on the subject.
but i always seem to find something to cry about.
I was fine for a while, but lately i've been thinking about it and i just cry.
I HATE IT.
there is no one i can talk to that feels the same way i do except for aldo.
but i dont even really talk to him about it anymore.
we dont really have to.
I dunno.
maybe having someone to talk to isnt really enough.
all i know is that it hurts so bad.
and I DONT WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
cause i know hes not thinking of me.
he's not crying over me.
i'd be surprised to find out that he ever even did.
so what is wrong with me?
How come he can just get over it and not even think about calling me or anything and i can't?
It's really the fact that he'll never be mine again that really gets me.
though why i would want him is beyond me.
i dont want him anymore.
but i do at the same time.
i dunnooo!!!!
whatever.
this whole thing prolly makes no sense.
i dont care though.
im not the one that has to read it.
every single one about the same thing.
you'd think i wouldnt have anything else to write, say or even think about for that matter on the subject.
but i always seem to find something to cry about.
I was fine for a while, but lately i've been thinking about it and i just cry.
I HATE IT.
there is no one i can talk to that feels the same way i do except for aldo.
but i dont even really talk to him about it anymore.
we dont really have to.
I dunno.
maybe having someone to talk to isnt really enough.
all i know is that it hurts so bad.
and I DONT WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
cause i know hes not thinking of me.
he's not crying over me.
i'd be surprised to find out that he ever even did.
so what is wrong with me?
How come he can just get over it and not even think about calling me or anything and i can't?
It's really the fact that he'll never be mine again that really gets me.
though why i would want him is beyond me.
i dont want him anymore.
but i do at the same time.
i dunnooo!!!!
whatever.
this whole thing prolly makes no sense.
i dont care though.
im not the one that has to read it.