Feb 06, 2005 02:57
I haven't updated in a while - and I apologize. There are a few new things that have been going on in my life. I am just trying to get by, day by day. And I had sort of a breakthrough tonight... I talked about my past. For those who actually know me, they know I do not touch my past... I have led a horrible life up until two years or so ago. I never discuss my father or the ailments I have suffered through in my life. If anyone is to thank, it is Jess. Thanks so much hun. I am sure we can rebuild our lives and forget our past by just trying to live each day to the fullest. You are so amazing and I wish I knew you sooner... there is so much I could have done, and would have done for you.
I am still waiting on my car, so far right now... I am stuck to drive mother's car. Granted, it is a 2005 Lexus... but still, it will always be MOM'S CAR. So I could never get used to it and do the stuff I would do if it were my car. I have been writing lyrics non-stop for my band. And thinking of ideas for the site. Right now I am listening to my SIRIUS satellite radio. There are a lot of kickass bands on here that I have not yet heard music from. If anyone is thinking about getting one, I suggest you invest your money into it. It is a very kickass thing to have.
Back to the relationship/single-ness issue... yes, still single. Looking for my special someone. Someone who I connect with, not just on a physical level - but emotional level as well. Senior Prom was brought up the other night, and the question was raised : Where is my Prom Date? I don't have one. I am hoping that maybe in the next month or so that I will involve myself in a relationship and maybe that certain someone will go as my date. I don't want just any friend (no offense), I want to enjoy the night with someone I love, or am in love with. That will make the night the most special for me. I never had a picture perfect life, but maybe that night I can escape who I am. Hopefully, someone upstairs is thinking the same thing. Well, if you actually read this... feel free to comment or whatever you want to do. I love all of my friends.
Always love,
Davey
xx