Jul 20, 2004 18:14
well i surprisingly woke up early today, even tho i slept at like 3 am. i couldnt sleep. mreh. but yeh school felt weird, especially when will's best friend was like hey ej, and im like hey man and hes like hows kiu? and im like i dont like her man, and shes going out with will ya know, i wouldnt do that to a friend and hes like oh yeh sure "bro", no1 would trust you with their girl. and im like excuse me? do u want a punch in the head. nah i didnt say tat but i wanted to coz im so fed up with people thinking that theres something going on between us when were just friends. i just want to be friends with her is that so fucking bad? so i just said "oh yeh if i do anything, id even beat myself up" (coz im sure as hell u cant. hehe i didnt say that either but its true!). but yeh anyway, other than that school was pretty dull. we had to look after ashleys brother coz people keep giving him crap and throwing stuff at him, stupid yr 9 kids.. i dont know whats wrong with lewis but yeh they dont like him for some reason, so we were just standin there and im like matt can i go mingle with every1 now? (coz i havent seen every1 in ages) and hes like aw dont be a dog and im like okay sorry so we did tat all recess. and yeh lol. then i drove ashley home and went with tuck to have lunch at the towers and met matt at the gym, we couldnt do much coz i had to pick my sister up and drive her home coz she didnt want to catch the bus and im like.. but u always used to catch the bus and shes like u got a car now i dont have to anymore so yeh tat was crud. gah i miss you so much, i just wanna talk to u. come home soon.