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[emosongsonmute]

holidays been pretty busy i guess. i dont like going out much. well i do like it sometimes but i hate it how ur friends just cant leave u alone sometimes, its like come here or drive us here or watever. its annoying but friends are friends i guess, i mean its not that i dont like going out with em, i just dont wanna do it heaps. i guess im slack that way. bad friend you are ej. bad. bad. anyway. saturday, went with this girl to this um youthfest thing, it was alright, i was supposed to meet her at the bus stop but she rang me and she was like "oh my mums just gonna drive us to parrammatta station so we dont have to catch the bus" so i was like oh crap, i dont even know this girl tat well and im meeting her mum? and i saw their car coming, so i looked away pretending i didnt see em so her mum beeped at me, and i did the "oh i didnt see you" face thing. her mum was really nice and funny too, i enjoyed that car trip, they started talkin about shrek 2 and she was like "the cat was so cuteee, i wanted to cuddle it" and her mum was like "we already have enough cats" and then they started talking about buying shoes...foood..clothes...boys? ... lol was interesting i suppose. then we got to the parra station and we got there early so we were like okay lets walk around first and we got some drinks and then we caught the train to burwood then went to the thing which was fun. saw spiderman 2 the yesterday, it was really good i loved it. today i went to matts house with all the boys to watch the game, had a small gathering and bbq, mm man those lamb chops were good. it was funny, everyone was drunk cept for me coz i cant get drunk coz i was driving home. matt was like just sleep over and im like nar its cool. and yeh NSW WON. but anyway. it was good. fun fun times..

i used to make the light shine for you, but the sun has left my sky...