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it's been nearly three weeks since i've had a good night's sleep
i've been stressed, unhappy, and most of all, i can't stop having these crazy, fucked up, and scary dreams.
school is really difficult for me, and i dont know why.
i never had trouble with school before, i always got by with 65s by my own choice.
now, however, i'm struggling to keep my marks above 50 with more effort than i have ever put forth before.
highschool is really freakin' lame.
part of me wants to leave this really bad.
i have this incling to move in with my dad, change schools next semester and do my best to pull my marks up for this one, but there is a huge chance that that will make things twenty times worse.
I just feel alone here now. The friends I have are great but I just have a problem with needing to be alone.
It's hard, though, when I can't stand it at home, and I have to be there if I can't stand anyone.
I am finally understanding that half this shit is teenage bullshit, but it's so fucking hard and I don't want to deal with it anymore.
I WANT TO MOVE.
WHO'S TAKING ME IN????
i've been stressed, unhappy, and most of all, i can't stop having these crazy, fucked up, and scary dreams.
school is really difficult for me, and i dont know why.
i never had trouble with school before, i always got by with 65s by my own choice.
now, however, i'm struggling to keep my marks above 50 with more effort than i have ever put forth before.
highschool is really freakin' lame.
part of me wants to leave this really bad.
i have this incling to move in with my dad, change schools next semester and do my best to pull my marks up for this one, but there is a huge chance that that will make things twenty times worse.
I just feel alone here now. The friends I have are great but I just have a problem with needing to be alone.
It's hard, though, when I can't stand it at home, and I have to be there if I can't stand anyone.
I am finally understanding that half this shit is teenage bullshit, but it's so fucking hard and I don't want to deal with it anymore.
I WANT TO MOVE.
WHO'S TAKING ME IN????