May 06, 2007 20:57
It has hit me that life is at my doorstep.
No more living off of my parents money and living the all play no work lifestyle. I have college to pay for and an apartment and food to buy. I know I havent moved in yet, but registering has brought that realization to me and I am sort of scared. I know I am ready to be on my own but I continue to second guess myself. No one, not my mom, my friends, Ian, NO ONE will be there to help me through it.
Welcome to the real world.
I am writing my 10 page research paper right now. It should be pretty interesting. My topic is the change in how mental illness was viewed by society in literature before Sigmund Frued and then after Frued. As a part of this I read "The Bell Jar" by Sylvia Plath. I just started "Fear and Loathing" it is good so far. I loved "The Bell Jar" though, it is all about this girl who goes insane and to asylum. I found it so interesting, and even though I am not labeled "insane" I could connect with Esther and see where she was coming from.
I am going to write a book. Since my last novel wa a flop I am going to try agian. I think the experience I have gained in life since the last novel will be helpful.
Schedule for the week : school sleep work research paper sleep school.
Hellogoodbye comes to state on Saturday. woot