SICK
I feel like crap right now! I am not sure if it is a migrane or if i am coming down wth the flu :( ! I hope it will pass soon...I havbe taken 5 ibprofin and 3 advil...nothing is even touching my headache!!!!! UGH
On a lighter note..I went to meadowbrook to see Frankenstien today..it was Decent. I liekd the set and the maids name in real life is Aphredite which i think is so cool....I want to name my daughter Aphredite some day!!!
I have felt really sad the last couple of days...it's werid because I dont technically have reason I have just been thinking a lot about the past and then the future. This is it. Unlike 75% of kids around here, I am leaving after this year...far away and most likely not coming back, I most likely wont even be in this country. In a way it makes me happy and excited, but at the same time I feel like I am gonna leave so much behind ...i dont know the answers to my own questions..is that a problem?
I had emotionaly say goodbye to an old freind the other day. I mean I had already SAID "goodebye" but I hadnt been able to let go as a freind and forget about it. THere was still some random stuff in my house that belonged to this freind so went and dropped it off at their house..It was one of the hardest things I had ever done because that was like my final goodbye, i guess symbolically letting go and cleaning them from my life! I still dont understand why everything happened that did :( I just dont get how someone can throw a freindship away...more than a freindship..like family :(
so much on my mind...so many bad decision I have to make ammends with now
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On a lighter note..I went to meadowbrook to see Frankenstien today..it was Decent. I liekd the set and the maids name in real life is Aphredite which i think is so cool....I want to name my daughter Aphredite some day!!!
I have felt really sad the last couple of days...it's werid because I dont technically have reason I have just been thinking a lot about the past and then the future. This is it. Unlike 75% of kids around here, I am leaving after this year...far away and most likely not coming back, I most likely wont even be in this country. In a way it makes me happy and excited, but at the same time I feel like I am gonna leave so much behind ...i dont know the answers to my own questions..is that a problem?
I had emotionaly say goodbye to an old freind the other day. I mean I had already SAID "goodebye" but I hadnt been able to let go as a freind and forget about it. THere was still some random stuff in my house that belonged to this freind so went and dropped it off at their house..It was one of the hardest things I had ever done because that was like my final goodbye, i guess symbolically letting go and cleaning them from my life! I still dont understand why everything happened that did :( I just dont get how someone can throw a freindship away...more than a freindship..like family :(
so much on my mind...so many bad decision I have to make ammends with now
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