Bad Mood: Day II

[emosnail]

Still in a bad mood. I have theorized that since I don't get depressed and/or emotional due to individual events (I "repress"), it builds up and hence I get randomly depressed for a few days at a time

Anyway today, I swam laps for the second day in a row, which is crazy because (A) I hate swimming (B) I don't generally "exercise

Comments

I'm sorry you don't understand why

[emosnail]

If you wish to make a statement to me which you anticipate would generate anti-sarah sentiments, then you should be aware of that when you make it and willing to accept the consequences.

I don't see how any "trying to make people feel better" is related to this; and there certainly isn't a "pity party."

That you realize it would garner "negative anti-sarah comments" indicates that on at least some level you realize your statement was nonsensical. Since you obviously haven't consciously accepted this (hence your making it and defending it), I shall explain why it doesn't make sense: you were threatening a depressed person with an ultimatum to feel better. People do not work that way. Fear of losing you will NOT make someone suddenly "feel better" no matter HOW much they like you.

Furthermore it is my firm belief that I have no need of friends that can just dismiss me like that. Hence my comment at the time of "things work themselves out." If you do expel me from your life because I failed to fulfill your ultimatum, then its best for both of us that you do.

Re: I'm sorry you don't understand why

[supernovastar16]

ouch.