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dear journal,
alot has happened since last time i updated
alot...
everything with me and parrish was great i thought... and then last night i messed it all up, see... she already thought i didnt care about her... which i do, i care more about her than anything in this world, and i try to show it... but she says i didnt do a good enough job showing it... so i guess i didnt do a good enough job showing her i care and i love her...
and last night i called her back too late at night... and she started talking about me not caring... and she dumped me...
all i can think about is how much i love her and how much i wish i could show her how much i care... thats what im trying to do now... journal, i have to have her back or i dont know what im going to do... im dying inside... im dying all over... its my turn to be emo... and i have to have her back, and nothings going to stop me... no parrish, this isnt supposed to happen, this is your mistake that you're making... i promise, i WILL show you that i care... and that if i had you back i would never let you forget how much i care and how much i love you, you know i love you... i wont quit either... i need you back parrish...
alot has happened since last time i updated
alot...
everything with me and parrish was great i thought... and then last night i messed it all up, see... she already thought i didnt care about her... which i do, i care more about her than anything in this world, and i try to show it... but she says i didnt do a good enough job showing it... so i guess i didnt do a good enough job showing her i care and i love her...
and last night i called her back too late at night... and she started talking about me not caring... and she dumped me...
all i can think about is how much i love her and how much i wish i could show her how much i care... thats what im trying to do now... journal, i have to have her back or i dont know what im going to do... im dying inside... im dying all over... its my turn to be emo... and i have to have her back, and nothings going to stop me... no parrish, this isnt supposed to happen, this is your mistake that you're making... i promise, i WILL show you that i care... and that if i had you back i would never let you forget how much i care and how much i love you, you know i love you... i wont quit either... i need you back parrish...