Jul 11, 2005 19:25
"i thought we were a real love relationship. i did. i was very invested in love, but it was just this long, long, sex thing that could end at any moment because after all, it's just about getting off. manus would close his power blue eyes and twist his head just so, side to side, and swallow.
and yes, i'd tell manus. i came right when he did.
pillow talk.
almost all the time, you tell yourself you're loving somebody when you are just using them.
this only looks like love."
-c.p.
guys suck.
i am a toy.
i am built to be dicked over.
please...just continue using me to get over your ex.girlfriends.
i have no feelings.
i have no heart.
i dont mind wasting my time for you.
seriously.
why does this shit always happen to me?
i hate myself for letting it be this way.
when will i be the one you can't get over?
fuck me.