May 06, 2005 12:21
so todays the last day of "real" classes.
finals are next week.
and im skipping my last class.
haha
ive been feeling really "angela" lately...aka "emo"
im not sure whats wrong.
angela's birthday is tuesday.
we are hopefully having a funky reggae party...you are invited.
im on call at work tonight..and pretty much guaranteed to be called in.
vanessa was fired...and that pisses me off a lot.
i cant wait for new york/new jersey.
it will be so nice to get away.
joe might go with us.
i hope he does..because hes gonna be gone for most of the summer.
:(
i couldnt sleep last night...i kept getting up and walking around.
anisa called at like 2:30 and i talked to her for an hour or so.
that cheered me up a bit.
i miss her sooooooo much.
and cindy too.
now that they are gone i dont really have any girl friends...besides angela of course.
i wish they were here.
oh well..everything happens for a reason right?
im really poor right now..and i have no money for anything.
i made a dollar at work yesterday.
i cant wait till it picks up this summer.
dan burned me the new fall out boy cd because there was only one left at exchange.
i love it.
(i didnt like it that much at first..but it grew on me)
are these mistakes worth making?
sometimes i wish i could just say whatever i feel without being looked down upon...or getting hurt.
im sick of getting hurt.
oh well..lots of endings mean new beginnings.
i hope something good starts soon.
"You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
Sometimes I just want to know what it's like to be you
We're making out inside crashed cars
We're sleeping through all our memories
I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you)"