*sigh*
Okay... Shit's not okay.
Yesterday was really bad...
To start off with, my sister's boyfriend woke me up at about
10 am and tried to get me involved in an argument that they
were having... This happens quite often, but usually I
can just shrug it off, but I'm so fucking sick of being
used... I told him not to call my phone again unless he
wanted to talk to ME.
A few hours later, my mom woke up and she and my sister
went to my grandparents house so I decided to get up and
do something constructive... I set up my old PS2 because I
was going to give it to my dad as a gift... I was working on
it for about 3 hours before I realized that the issue was the
cord that connects the controller port to the PS2 is broken
and I'll need a spare part... I forgot to unplug the system
before placing it back together and I got shocked and accidently
broke the on/off button's cord... The shock burned my finger.
Anyway, so after I put that back up, I decided to clean my room
again... It's been a dump since my brother lived with us and stayed
in my bed. So, I turned some music on and started working on it...
I worked on it from about 2:30 to 9... About 3:30 my sister came home
and turned my music off because she didn't want to hear it...
Then she left for a while... I turned the music back on and went back
to work on my room... At 4, my mom came home and put on some of the most
GOD aweful country music. I kindly asked several times that she either
turned my music back on or put headphones on, all of which were denied.
So, I finally finished with my room at 9 and went to sit down
and relax, but of course, they weren't done with me yet... My mom
asked that I take some of the old unused boards that my dad isn't
going to use to fix the house with out to the back yard and put into
the burn pile that we haven't used in years... So I did that and came back
in and requested that I have the keys and a few dollars to go to the store
to pick some things up for my trip to see Krissy and my sister didn't
want me going and spending the gas or money and started yelling at me
for talking to her boyfriend rudely... She took the keys and hid them in
her room so my mother went to get them and finally did after a big argument
and some harsh words. My sister in her anger then went to my room and started
trashing everything she could and when I yelled at her and told her to stop
she kicked me in the leg, so I grabbed her by the hair and pushed her in her
room... (door next to mine)
After I had my sister in her room, my mom came behind me, grabbed my hair
and smacked the shit out of me... I said "Fuck you" to both of them and
my mom told me to get out of her house, so I left... I grabbed my phone
and started walking... I got to the end of my naborhood and called Krissy
and talked to her for a few hours on the phone... About 2 my mom called me
about 6 times and called Krissy a few times. I think it was close to 3 when
I actually got back home because I had nowhere safe to go and I talked to
krissy until 4 I think. Then I tried to sleep but I couldn't... I went to
the liveing room and appoligized to my mom... I tried 12 times to appoligize
and each time she would cut me off... Claiming she had been the victim in all
of it and that she was tired of me making her mizerable and that I need
to find a new place for me and my dog to stay because she is going to
take all the animals to the pound and selling the house when I go to Jersey
and that I won't have a way back to Florida when I leave.
So, now I have no money, few friends, and no place to live after I leave
for Jersey sometime in the next week or 2. I have no way of really making it
on my own and I know I can't stay at Krissy's school with her.
If there is anything anyone can do to help me out, it would be much
appreciated. If you can't, just wish me luck in the life changing
experience I'm about to go through.
I love you all.
To those that I shall soon see, I can hardly wait...
To those I've never met, you are greeted graciously...
To those I'll never see again, I bid you adu.
Yesterday was really bad...
To start off with, my sister's boyfriend woke me up at about
10 am and tried to get me involved in an argument that they
were having... This happens quite often, but usually I
can just shrug it off, but I'm so fucking sick of being
used... I told him not to call my phone again unless he
wanted to talk to ME.
A few hours later, my mom woke up and she and my sister
went to my grandparents house so I decided to get up and
do something constructive... I set up my old PS2 because I
was going to give it to my dad as a gift... I was working on
it for about 3 hours before I realized that the issue was the
cord that connects the controller port to the PS2 is broken
and I'll need a spare part... I forgot to unplug the system
before placing it back together and I got shocked and accidently
broke the on/off button's cord... The shock burned my finger.
Anyway, so after I put that back up, I decided to clean my room
again... It's been a dump since my brother lived with us and stayed
in my bed. So, I turned some music on and started working on it...
I worked on it from about 2:30 to 9... About 3:30 my sister came home
and turned my music off because she didn't want to hear it...
Then she left for a while... I turned the music back on and went back
to work on my room... At 4, my mom came home and put on some of the most
GOD aweful country music. I kindly asked several times that she either
turned my music back on or put headphones on, all of which were denied.
So, I finally finished with my room at 9 and went to sit down
and relax, but of course, they weren't done with me yet... My mom
asked that I take some of the old unused boards that my dad isn't
going to use to fix the house with out to the back yard and put into
the burn pile that we haven't used in years... So I did that and came back
in and requested that I have the keys and a few dollars to go to the store
to pick some things up for my trip to see Krissy and my sister didn't
want me going and spending the gas or money and started yelling at me
for talking to her boyfriend rudely... She took the keys and hid them in
her room so my mother went to get them and finally did after a big argument
and some harsh words. My sister in her anger then went to my room and started
trashing everything she could and when I yelled at her and told her to stop
she kicked me in the leg, so I grabbed her by the hair and pushed her in her
room... (door next to mine)
After I had my sister in her room, my mom came behind me, grabbed my hair
and smacked the shit out of me... I said "Fuck you" to both of them and
my mom told me to get out of her house, so I left... I grabbed my phone
and started walking... I got to the end of my naborhood and called Krissy
and talked to her for a few hours on the phone... About 2 my mom called me
about 6 times and called Krissy a few times. I think it was close to 3 when
I actually got back home because I had nowhere safe to go and I talked to
krissy until 4 I think. Then I tried to sleep but I couldn't... I went to
the liveing room and appoligized to my mom... I tried 12 times to appoligize
and each time she would cut me off... Claiming she had been the victim in all
of it and that she was tired of me making her mizerable and that I need
to find a new place for me and my dog to stay because she is going to
take all the animals to the pound and selling the house when I go to Jersey
and that I won't have a way back to Florida when I leave.
So, now I have no money, few friends, and no place to live after I leave
for Jersey sometime in the next week or 2. I have no way of really making it
on my own and I know I can't stay at Krissy's school with her.
If there is anything anyone can do to help me out, it would be much
appreciated. If you can't, just wish me luck in the life changing
experience I'm about to go through.
I love you all.
To those that I shall soon see, I can hardly wait...
To those I've never met, you are greeted graciously...
To those I'll never see again, I bid you adu.