Changes...
This pain, so deep and buried I'm desperate to find my way out. I want to breathe, to look at a sun kissed sky...I want my freedom back. I've been living in this self made hell for as long as I can remember...and there are so many things that fade in and out of the abyss of my mind. I want to tear away from this suffocating womb of deceit and screams. I want to reach out to the horizon and feel the wind touch my bruised fingers. I don't want to feel this anger that rips at the depths of my shattered heart.
So many things I'll never be, so many tears I'll never weep. All because I've become a shell. Something no one should ever know. Emptiness swims in these veins as hollow memories whisper passed my eyes. I've become the forgotten, an entity hell itself would cast aside. I walk these barren streets with one thought dancing in the fading pages of my mind. I need to be saved...but who would save me? Who would look upon this broken doll?
Silence surrounds me as I follow an invisible path toward redemption. Toward a place so alien to me...so far away. Will I ever make it? Will I fade with the coming of dawn? I'll never know...for I am a shadow among the darkness. A whisper in a crowd of screams...a tear drowning in the ocean...
I...am alone.
-Onyx-