I'm very confused.
Okay, so I have this lingering infatuation for an amazing boy named Alex. This "infatuation" has been going on for months on end, yet I have had absolutely no courage throughout those months. I know that I can tell him absolutely anything...But I still have trouble doing so.
There is nothing that I wouldn't give to be able to express my feelings to him. My history with this boy has been full of missed opportunities and lost causes. But I can't help but feel some sort of disappointment in myself for not opening up. Explain?
Everytime that I see him, which is more often than I see some certain people who claim they care about me, yet stab me in the back continuously, I feel like I could spill my heart out to him with three simple words. But I never do it. Once again...explain? I believe that it is slightly ridiculous, and very uncalled for.
I know what I want to do. I know what I should do. I just don't know what to do.
There is nothing that I wouldn't give to be able to express my feelings to him. My history with this boy has been full of missed opportunities and lost causes. But I can't help but feel some sort of disappointment in myself for not opening up. Explain?
Everytime that I see him, which is more often than I see some certain people who claim they care about me, yet stab me in the back continuously, I feel like I could spill my heart out to him with three simple words. But I never do it. Once again...explain? I believe that it is slightly ridiculous, and very uncalled for.
I know what I want to do. I know what I should do. I just don't know what to do.