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in this world of confusion, i no longer can except myself for what i am. i walk slowly down a dark and dusty road, looking for something i've lost a long time ago.
i dont know if it was my pride or wheither it was my state of mind, but im still searching. knowing now that my life has changed, is now more confusing then ever.
what would u do if u were surounded by nothing but the fact that you have to get high in order to get up and start the day? because if u dont the consequences are far much more greater then accepted. im 16 years old and have to depend on a shot of heroin from jim evry morning, because if i dont my body now turns on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i get so sick thatl i dont move or eat! i throw up constantly!!
all that stops when the needles is in my arm and i'm thrustin another 80 cc into my vein!!!!!!!!! whetever happened to me?
my demons are forcing me to run
but theres no place to hide
i try to find the love
that lurks deep inside
i dont know if it was my pride or wheither it was my state of mind, but im still searching. knowing now that my life has changed, is now more confusing then ever.
what would u do if u were surounded by nothing but the fact that you have to get high in order to get up and start the day? because if u dont the consequences are far much more greater then accepted. im 16 years old and have to depend on a shot of heroin from jim evry morning, because if i dont my body now turns on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i get so sick thatl i dont move or eat! i throw up constantly!!
all that stops when the needles is in my arm and i'm thrustin another 80 cc into my vein!!!!!!!!! whetever happened to me?
my demons are forcing me to run
but theres no place to hide
i try to find the love
that lurks deep inside