i mean if i get side-tracked, its only because i wanted to.
i'm in a strange sleeping pattern/perdicament.
i stay up late, until i get tired enough to sleep. meanwhile i think about *over analyze* things to the point of exhaustion. by that point there's too much clutter in my head to let myself sleep. I continue to think, in the dark of things i should be reading, words i should have written, projects i should start, and all those things i have yet to finish.
so for now, the only medication that i haven't tried, that has proved to work in the past, is to pick up a book.
and that my friends, is what i'm off to do. I shall lose myself in something other than my own thoughts. so that i may sleep tonight *this morning*.
i stay up late, until i get tired enough to sleep. meanwhile i think about *over analyze* things to the point of exhaustion. by that point there's too much clutter in my head to let myself sleep. I continue to think, in the dark of things i should be reading, words i should have written, projects i should start, and all those things i have yet to finish.
so for now, the only medication that i haven't tried, that has proved to work in the past, is to pick up a book.
and that my friends, is what i'm off to do. I shall lose myself in something other than my own thoughts. so that i may sleep tonight *this morning*.