Untitled [ Part 1 ]
There was a jolt of electricity when Taecyeon’s lips touched Junsu’s. Both on Junsu’s body and Taecyeon’s. He was clueless of what to respond since Junsu wasn’t asleep. At least awoke enough to realize he was kissed. And Taecyeon noticed that. He gave an unseen devilish smirk before going back to his bed.
What the hell was that ? Junsu kept repeating the question in his head foolishly when he knew that was a kiss.
It was wrong. Very wrong. Because both of them are men, and kissing isn’t a thing you do with the person of same gender like you. Unless you’re a gay. No, but that wasn’t the main reason. Junsu had only seen Taec as a beloved dongsaeng he must protect like the other members, not the person you want to kiss.
Taecyeon have had enough of this. He didn’t want to play this act as a beloved dongsaeng anymore. For too long he had been enduring his desire, If only Junsu could understand just how much Taec tried to hold himself back not to touch his roomate every night and push him to the wall to glue their lips. For hm each second of every night was another suffering which nearly consumed his mind and drove him crazy. It was a good thing that peaceful face of Kim Junsu sleeping never failed to get his common sense back.
I love you Kim Junsu,i really do.
Be it during practice & recording or dorm time,he tried hard not to make any contact. Junsu would try to avoid his gaze in each practice. Though from the reflection in the mirror he clearly saw his gaze looking at him hungrily. Every once in a while Taecyeon would talk to him and Junsu would answer with a quick reply like, “Yes”, “I don’t think so”, “Okay”, “I understand” and definitely tried to to not look into his eyes. Because his gaze could kill.
Every night, Junsu would come into their room first and pretending that he was asleep. His heart never failed to skip a beat whenever he heard the sound of Taecyeon entering the room. “I know you’re awake”, bad thoughts rushed into Junsu’s head. Was he going to be kissed again ? Or worst of the worst, was he going to be raped ?
But Junsu quickly regret why was he suspecting his dongsaeng, when in fact Taecyeon only caressed his head for few seconds and turned the lamp off to sleep.
Somebody please calm my heart beat down. Why was he throbbing ? Relieved that it didn’t turn out as he thought it would ? Junsu didn’t understand it himself.
The day came that Taecyeon questioned him,”When are you going to realize ?”Junsu tried to keep it low, acted like a clueless idiot, giving his dongsaeng a questioning look back, ”What ?”,and Taecyeon pushed him until the older man had his back on the bunk bed stairs before giving a quick tender kiss on Junsu’s lips,
“That i like you” and leaving Junsu breathless. The words resound on his mind like a broken record, he nearly spent all night to kick the thoughts out of his mind but it was rather hard when that person was sleeping on the bed under.
Several days passed without any more pursuit without Junsu realizing how this affected his change of behavior. He would space out during recording and sang out the wrong lyrics. Even during dance pracite. Well everybody knows he is the least best dancer in the group, so his dongsaengs didn’t really mind his slacking off. He would try to look in the mirror and watch every single of Taecyeon’s moves and stare, but quickly tried not to when he realized none of them are meant for Junsu. Those fiercing eyes were not looking at Junsu anymore.
I miss you. The older man quickly erased the thought away out of his mind. But still, his heart couldn’t lie.
When JYP allowed them to finish practice earlier after such exhausting days of comeback-preparing , Taecyeon knew it was God’s destined plan for him. The magnae thought he was the happiest to be finally able to watch the new DVD he just bought, and sneak in some holding-hands with Junho in between the movie. But he was wrong. He wasn’t the only one. If only he realized what was happening behind his back , on the couch.
Frankly speaking Junsu wasn’t concentrating on the movie at all. No he couldn’t when the certain someone he had been thinking of was right next to him. He tried to shove the thoughts away but the try came to no avail. Then a warmth of a hand palm met with his. Fingers being intertwined. Junsu’s heart throbbed faster , deep down he hoped that the bigger man next to him didn’t hear the sound of his heartbeat.
It was when Junsu finally realized what he wanted. His action came faster as what his feeling told him to. Taecyeon tried to keep it quiet,calm and cool but he couldn’t help his butterflies in the stomach kept flying higher when Junsu dug his fingers deeper between Taec’s finger space.
Later that night there was no goodnight kiss nor hear-caressing. Neither of them know that both of them found it hard to sleep when their heart raced so fast in an unstoppable rhythm. From below,Taecyeon raised his hand til his fingertip touched the bed above him, tried to feel Junsu’s warmth that he didn’t want to forget though he know that was such a lewd action to do. But Taecyeon wouldn’t have felt so lewd, if only he knew that from above,Junsu as well groping his bed wishing it was transparent enough to see Taecyeon from where he was.
You got me, Ok Taecyeon.
For few days Taec left him hanging. Not that it was the end of the game but because Junsu meant so much for him, Taec didn’t want to do anything reckless that might end up resulting Junsu to hate him. Frankly speaking everyday seemed to be living hell for him. Junsu was just one meter away on the top bed and in the same room, but he could not touch. Junsu was freezing cold, but Taecyeon couldn’t warm him.
Junsu had always been here, hanging around him 24/7. I want to own his each second of life just like how he owns mine.
It was an ordinary night after practice in the JYPe bathroom whenTaecyeon pinned him to the wall with their gaze locked at each other for quite some time. His muscular hands gripping on the Hyung’s smaller wrist to the wall. Slowly he lowered his gaze, following the trace of a couple drops of water came down on Junsu’s skin. Starting from his hair down to the collarbone and eventually to his bare chest. I want to touch him.Taecyeon thought. But the water didn’t stop there, it went down to his navel. But was wiped away by Taecyeon’s long slender finger when it reached Junsu’s groin, and Junsu’s body flinched in surprise. A brief pleasurable surprise.
“I want to make love to you”, and Taecyeon didn’t notice that his Hyung fell on his knees once he left the the bathroom.
What the hell was that ? Junsu kept repeating the question in his head foolishly when he knew that was a kiss.
It was wrong. Very wrong. Because both of them are men, and kissing isn’t a thing you do with the person of same gender like you. Unless you’re a gay. No, but that wasn’t the main reason. Junsu had only seen Taec as a beloved dongsaeng he must protect like the other members, not the person you want to kiss.
Taecyeon have had enough of this. He didn’t want to play this act as a beloved dongsaeng anymore. For too long he had been enduring his desire, If only Junsu could understand just how much Taec tried to hold himself back not to touch his roomate every night and push him to the wall to glue their lips. For hm each second of every night was another suffering which nearly consumed his mind and drove him crazy. It was a good thing that peaceful face of Kim Junsu sleeping never failed to get his common sense back.
I love you Kim Junsu,i really do.
Be it during practice & recording or dorm time,he tried hard not to make any contact. Junsu would try to avoid his gaze in each practice. Though from the reflection in the mirror he clearly saw his gaze looking at him hungrily. Every once in a while Taecyeon would talk to him and Junsu would answer with a quick reply like, “Yes”, “I don’t think so”, “Okay”, “I understand” and definitely tried to to not look into his eyes. Because his gaze could kill.
Every night, Junsu would come into their room first and pretending that he was asleep. His heart never failed to skip a beat whenever he heard the sound of Taecyeon entering the room. “I know you’re awake”, bad thoughts rushed into Junsu’s head. Was he going to be kissed again ? Or worst of the worst, was he going to be raped ?
But Junsu quickly regret why was he suspecting his dongsaeng, when in fact Taecyeon only caressed his head for few seconds and turned the lamp off to sleep.
Somebody please calm my heart beat down. Why was he throbbing ? Relieved that it didn’t turn out as he thought it would ? Junsu didn’t understand it himself.
The day came that Taecyeon questioned him,”When are you going to realize ?”Junsu tried to keep it low, acted like a clueless idiot, giving his dongsaeng a questioning look back, ”What ?”,and Taecyeon pushed him until the older man had his back on the bunk bed stairs before giving a quick tender kiss on Junsu’s lips,
“That i like you” and leaving Junsu breathless. The words resound on his mind like a broken record, he nearly spent all night to kick the thoughts out of his mind but it was rather hard when that person was sleeping on the bed under.
Several days passed without any more pursuit without Junsu realizing how this affected his change of behavior. He would space out during recording and sang out the wrong lyrics. Even during dance pracite. Well everybody knows he is the least best dancer in the group, so his dongsaengs didn’t really mind his slacking off. He would try to look in the mirror and watch every single of Taecyeon’s moves and stare, but quickly tried not to when he realized none of them are meant for Junsu. Those fiercing eyes were not looking at Junsu anymore.
I miss you. The older man quickly erased the thought away out of his mind. But still, his heart couldn’t lie.
When JYP allowed them to finish practice earlier after such exhausting days of comeback-preparing , Taecyeon knew it was God’s destined plan for him. The magnae thought he was the happiest to be finally able to watch the new DVD he just bought, and sneak in some holding-hands with Junho in between the movie. But he was wrong. He wasn’t the only one. If only he realized what was happening behind his back , on the couch.
Frankly speaking Junsu wasn’t concentrating on the movie at all. No he couldn’t when the certain someone he had been thinking of was right next to him. He tried to shove the thoughts away but the try came to no avail. Then a warmth of a hand palm met with his. Fingers being intertwined. Junsu’s heart throbbed faster , deep down he hoped that the bigger man next to him didn’t hear the sound of his heartbeat.
It was when Junsu finally realized what he wanted. His action came faster as what his feeling told him to. Taecyeon tried to keep it quiet,calm and cool but he couldn’t help his butterflies in the stomach kept flying higher when Junsu dug his fingers deeper between Taec’s finger space.
Later that night there was no goodnight kiss nor hear-caressing. Neither of them know that both of them found it hard to sleep when their heart raced so fast in an unstoppable rhythm. From below,Taecyeon raised his hand til his fingertip touched the bed above him, tried to feel Junsu’s warmth that he didn’t want to forget though he know that was such a lewd action to do. But Taecyeon wouldn’t have felt so lewd, if only he knew that from above,Junsu as well groping his bed wishing it was transparent enough to see Taecyeon from where he was.
You got me, Ok Taecyeon.
For few days Taec left him hanging. Not that it was the end of the game but because Junsu meant so much for him, Taec didn’t want to do anything reckless that might end up resulting Junsu to hate him. Frankly speaking everyday seemed to be living hell for him. Junsu was just one meter away on the top bed and in the same room, but he could not touch. Junsu was freezing cold, but Taecyeon couldn’t warm him.
Junsu had always been here, hanging around him 24/7. I want to own his each second of life just like how he owns mine.
It was an ordinary night after practice in the JYPe bathroom whenTaecyeon pinned him to the wall with their gaze locked at each other for quite some time. His muscular hands gripping on the Hyung’s smaller wrist to the wall. Slowly he lowered his gaze, following the trace of a couple drops of water came down on Junsu’s skin. Starting from his hair down to the collarbone and eventually to his bare chest. I want to touch him.Taecyeon thought. But the water didn’t stop there, it went down to his navel. But was wiped away by Taecyeon’s long slender finger when it reached Junsu’s groin, and Junsu’s body flinched in surprise. A brief pleasurable surprise.
“I want to make love to you”, and Taecyeon didn’t notice that his Hyung fell on his knees once he left the the bathroom.