Dunno what to say
I felt kinda shit coz i think it kinda appeared like i didn't want to talk to Ruth yesterday, when i really did i just didn't have a clue what to say and i thought she might get a little freaked out if i desided to just walked over to her and start a convo. Oh well (thank fuck for lateness) I was late for skool this morning, ruth was doing her homework at the stairs and i stopped and we where talking for a few minutes and i hugged her even though i wanted to kiss her too i didn't, so i went to art and i was pretty happy for the rest of the day. I really like her <3<3<3 And i'm going to make an attempt at not being so fucking shy and talking to her more coz i want things to work out.
Apart from that, my friend Alison told me that some girl in our year who is supposed to be 'friends' with ruth is going to tell her i'm cheating on her with a guy to try and break us up. I don't even know the fucking girl, unless your part of my immediate friends, your in one of my classes, or i fancy you, you might aswell not excist. So i got a little pissed and worried that some girl who i don't even know would even go that low when she's supposed to be Ruths friend. God my mate Andy Clark doesn't like Ruth that much but he doesn't try to fuck things up he actualy admitted today he was fucking happy for me so thats a good thing.
I'll just end this all very emoishly, <3<3<3<3<3 Ruth <3<3<3<3<3<3 I like you a hell of a lot as you can see and i hope you like me just as much.
P.S. The music i'm listening too doesn't reflect how i feel, it just came on my iTunes Randomly.
Apart from that, my friend Alison told me that some girl in our year who is supposed to be 'friends' with ruth is going to tell her i'm cheating on her with a guy to try and break us up. I don't even know the fucking girl, unless your part of my immediate friends, your in one of my classes, or i fancy you, you might aswell not excist. So i got a little pissed and worried that some girl who i don't even know would even go that low when she's supposed to be Ruths friend. God my mate Andy Clark doesn't like Ruth that much but he doesn't try to fuck things up he actualy admitted today he was fucking happy for me so thats a good thing.
I'll just end this all very emoishly, <3<3<3<3<3 Ruth <3<3<3<3<3<3 I like you a hell of a lot as you can see and i hope you like me just as much.
P.S. The music i'm listening too doesn't reflect how i feel, it just came on my iTunes Randomly.