You can save face but you can never save your soul...
...and that's a fact
I just spent about an hour reading journal entries of the past
From the summer 2005 to fall 2006
Looking for what I said about college the first time around
Part of me wonders who that girl was
She cursed so much
And seemed kind of whinny
She really should have stayed in school
But also, I enjoy reading what she writes
Of course, I get all of her references
And I would like to adopt a few of her sayings again
There are so many memories in there I had almost forgotten
and maybe some I wish I could
The other part of me is a little envious
Of a girl who was seems alive
She has so many friends and does so much with them
She painted and sang loud and stayed up late
This gal has got some lofty dreams
And when is that not attractive
Mainly I miss the presence of friends
However, that girl was lonely
She had not yet met her love
Now that I have I remember how long I looked for him
I met him in October 2006
I just didn't know it yet
In the here and now
I am really digging college this time
I am just a little worried because I haven't received my book money
from my Sallie Mae loan yet and seriously need to buy my books
I somehow got 3 professors who all want to teach from the book
Stressing about the money is wearing me down and I just want it over
One of the causes of this stressing is that
George and I aren't getting a lot of hours at work
We each get a few days, kind of scary
I have applied at 16 other places for a 2nd part time job
Nothing yet
But I am staying optimistic
I keep dreaming of what Dexter Season Five Episode one could be
I actually need it to come out on dvd...pronto
We went through Psych Season 4 at lightening speed
Oh what will be next?
I just spent about an hour reading journal entries of the past
From the summer 2005 to fall 2006
Looking for what I said about college the first time around
Part of me wonders who that girl was
She cursed so much
And seemed kind of whinny
She really should have stayed in school
But also, I enjoy reading what she writes
Of course, I get all of her references
And I would like to adopt a few of her sayings again
There are so many memories in there I had almost forgotten
and maybe some I wish I could
The other part of me is a little envious
Of a girl who was seems alive
She has so many friends and does so much with them
She painted and sang loud and stayed up late
This gal has got some lofty dreams
And when is that not attractive
Mainly I miss the presence of friends
However, that girl was lonely
She had not yet met her love
Now that I have I remember how long I looked for him
I met him in October 2006
I just didn't know it yet
In the here and now
I am really digging college this time
I am just a little worried because I haven't received my book money
from my Sallie Mae loan yet and seriously need to buy my books
I somehow got 3 professors who all want to teach from the book
Stressing about the money is wearing me down and I just want it over
One of the causes of this stressing is that
George and I aren't getting a lot of hours at work
We each get a few days, kind of scary
I have applied at 16 other places for a 2nd part time job
Nothing yet
But I am staying optimistic
I keep dreaming of what Dexter Season Five Episode one could be
I actually need it to come out on dvd...pronto
We went through Psych Season 4 at lightening speed
Oh what will be next?