Goodbye Entry 3 Of 3. The Last One.
Ok People Here Is Some Memories In No Certain Order.. I Will Let This Entry Be On Here For A Few Days... But May 17th. It Will Be Deleted.. And FOr Any Other Updates They Will All be on my new journal.. which my name is Insanebloodytru
Im so excited that I finally for once get to delete my past in some way.. YAY!! I feel so good about it... WHEEEE..
Ok Hope Every Enjoyed The Journal While It Was Open..
All The Songs,Funny Times,Confessions,Arguments,Happiness,Depression, Suicidal, Angry.. Etc.
So Here's My Final Goodbye From Emopunkfu_reak.
::waves bye bye enjoy the memories::
Feb.12th.
OK People Don't Forget To See The Update Tomorrow Night And Saturday!
::Bad News::
Most Of You Know About My Friend Zack who accidently shot hisself March 18,2000 and died March 19,2000.
Well now his brother Jacob is missing, he's been missing for 2 days now, and nobody knows where's he's at or if he's even still alive.. Hopefully he's alright.
Well this morning, his mom was found dead in bed, she had overdosed. Their checking to see if was suicide or accident..
He doesn't know about his mom yet.. ::cries::
May God Be With Them!
Feb. 21st
Well we are about to leave and Im skating across the floor with my new shoes.. you know how slick they are on hardwood floors.. I was skating across them and all the peanut shells in the floor.. Then While walking out.. I Screamed and shook my head like I had terret syndrom!! The words I screamed which was pretty loud was "SHIT! FUCK CHICKEN!" I almost tinkled!! Anyways..
We all decide to meet at the Oxford Lake Park.. Because Shae is going to jump into the duck sex,duck shit, nasty water lol..
Well we take all of our shoes off, and walk down to the lake.. and I was like if anybody ask's why we are barefooted tell them we are Jews. We all laughed.. Then Shae runs and dives into the lake lmao!! (She found her slipper she lost last time lmao) Then we are all laughing and peeing on ourselves... And talking about stuff..
P.S. Jennifer got her a new car!! I Love it!! It's pretty and humpable!!
P.S.S. I Got to touch and kiss a Mini Cooper!! YAY!!
I Was also parked by a Honda Element, and seen 2 Volkswagon beetles
We all go to Logans, order our food.. We are shooting our drinks through our straws at each other, then when I do it to Ashley.. Not only does it go on Ashley it goes on the man behind her!
I said OMG! And I tell the man im sorry.. He was very very nice about it.. Maybe because he was drunk?? But anyways.. he said you know.. nobody was hurt so it's all ok.. and I said Ok!!
ANyways.. we leave there and go to the piercing place..
And they were over priced.. so we decided to wait.. But Meghan went ahead and got her clit pierced!
I run up to hug Jill,she turns around and I bust my hip into the pavement as long as scratching me arm up! Also I hurt my pinkie.. Which is funny I rolled on my back and laughed.. But anyways.. we all say out goodbyes and head home!
Anyways.. we are all goofing off, trying to keep things off our minds.. And everything was fine... Well Shae lays down on the couch and says she doesn't feel good..
So we are still talking, and then Jill walks in the room and jumps on Shae, and says wake up! And Ashley says "NO! SHAE REALLY DOESN'T FEEL GOOD" Shae raises up and says IM Hot.. So her and Ashley walk out.. Ashley then runs back in the house and says SHAE IS LAYING ON THE CARPORT AND WANT MOVE.. SHE SAID "SHAE CAN'T BREATHE" SO we all run out.. We all check on her, and Amie runs to get a cold wash cloth, and brings it out.. We tried to get Shae to roll over so we could put it on her face.. She then says NO! She finally says im ok, and get's up.. She walks to the Trailblazer still not able to drive, and says I need to go home!
We kept telling her she does not need to drive feeling like that.. Well Shae then starts to panic, and crying.. Take big sucking breathes.. and going mad!
We call her mom, and tell her about what's happening, and She tells Ashley to drive.. We finally convince Shae to get in the back and let's go.. We are driving fast to her her home, so her mom can bring her to the ER. We are going and Shae says I GOT TO PUKE!! So I reach all the way in the back, and roll down her window.. And She sticks her head out the window.. and pukes... Then we are on her way again.. Jill is trying to calm her down, and make her mind get off of it so she doesn't panic so much.. Which doesn't help!! I get scared and start crying, and Ashley grabbed my hand to calm me down.. I knew I didn't want Shae to see my crying, because she would think something was more wrong then what was already..
We finally get her home.. Ashley and I jump out of the Trailblazer, Tami jumps in the Trailblazer, turns the caution lights on and gases it out of there. Me and AShley jump in her car and floor board it out of their... We are following Tami,Shae and Jill to the ER. Stupid ass people would not get out of the way so we are blowing the horn, shooting birds,swaying,and passing people..
We had planned like a week before, to go to Atlanta to a place called 5 Points.. Alot of cool little stores with awesome items...And We Did..
Early Friday Morning, When I Woke Up I Looked Like Kiss But Without The Make UP, That's A Good Line To Take it to the bridge, but anways.. I then get in the shower, and get ready....
Shae calls and ask's me if im ready that we (we as in Ashley and Shae) are going to come and get you, then go meet Tami (Shae's Mom) at shit I forgot the name of the place, but it was something to put that where you press a button and unlocks doors and locks them.. YEAH!
So we go there, ride by Wellborn school.. (I had a dream about dying soon, and I have always had a bad feeling about trains.. I had a dream about getting killed by a train and I was freaked) While riding by Wellborn school, there is a railroad track, Shae is going slow,and along the way, I hear (ding ding ding ding) we were on the railroad tracks and I seen a train coming.. I said OH FUCK! My dream is coming true!
Shae finally floor boards her car and gets away from it.. (Damn That Train) and when it blows the horn I hate that noise..(Sorry People Im Scared Of Trains, and I Hate Their Horns) But anyways..we get pass that damn place stupid ass railroads...
We go to where Tami is, and we are all talking and im smoking a cig of course,and I really don't remember, but I screamed the Fuck word in front of Tami, and I thought we all were going to die from laughing...
We talk a little bit longer and Shae says she wants to go to Wal-Mart and find the cd ummm... Seether? I can't remember shit right now.. They didn't have it.. So Shae got Sarah M. Remixes...
We then decide to go to CD Cellar. So we go there find the cd, and we got back outside.. (again im smoking another cd) Shae is fixing her boom box, and Ashley was taken pictures of Shae bent over and my foot (like it was kicking her arse.. We finally get it hooked up, and sittin here listening to "Brokin" and singing.. Shae cranks up the car, puts it into drive and runs all over the Humping Stomper.. (aka: the block things to stop you from go forward in the parkin space.. She is driving a mustang, so imagine how low it was and running over there.. I swear it felt like a 4x4 truck climbing a big hill!
LMAO.. We heard loud noises, but couldn't stop laughing.. We laughed I believe until we got to the mall to meet Jennifer.
We get to the mall, im standing out side (smoking again) and I hear a train real close blowing the horn, and I went mad! It was echoing in the hall I was in, and I was screaming holding my ears.. Then I ran in the mall, then ran back outside, and another damn train comes blowing and I finally stay in the mall..
We all go in the mall, and I want an Iced Blended Capp. so we go and get us some drinks, and go to play DDR at the Arcade.. Well Ashley and Shae put their drinks on the DDR machine, and the asshole who works there came by and said.. "There is cup holders there for a reason, put them there or when I come back I will throw them away". I was like I know he just didn't.. He did not have to be an asshole about it, he could have asked us nicely to put them in the cup holders..
Well.. it's getting time for Jennifer to get there, so we finish playing DDR, and we are walking out and Shae walks in front of the guy, and then I was about to walk and the dumb asshole stopped to let me go before him, and I was going to let him go.. (Instead Of saying excuse me, you can go ahead) He Screams GO!!!! and I gave him 1 go to hell look, and called him an ass..
We go the parking lot.. Mike and Jennifer pulled up and they were going to follow us back to Shae's house.. So we are going and Shae is way ahead of Mike.. (turtle) and umm lmao.. We finally get to Shae's house and wait on them to pull up which took a year.. We all get ready to leave again.. and Mike says... Shae you drive to fast.. (She does not) (He drives too slow)
Well Tami,Shae,Ashley,and I all get in the Trailblazer, then Mike and Jennifer are going to follow us to Atlanta.
On Our way through Heflin.. Tami is driving and leaves Mike way behind, because his slow ass driving.. "Tami says he better keep up, because he's a lost monkey"
Tami calls Mike ""A Lost Monkey""
He finally catches up much much later...... Once we are on I20. Speaking of his slow driving, he can't drive either... LOL
Anyways.. while on the way to Atlanta... Shae gets to talkin, saying next time we are on this road more likely is when we are going to Tampa.. Then Shae accuses her momma of crying... Tami says im not crying Shae, your crying.. And I said.. Im going to cry if you keep talking about crying! Then I "Parped" and Shae's momma said MATT POOTED! LOL
Well we finally get into Atlanta.. Of course there was ALOT ALOT of traffic and bad drivers.. Seriously Georgia people do not know how to drive.. but anyways..
Some man blows his horn at Tami for slowing down for another car and the words that came out still make me laugh.. Tami Says,"BLOW IT OUT YOUR ASS" Then she gives him the finger..
We are finally into Georgia and getting a parking space after getting lost thanks to Mike lmao.
We walk around cool little stores.. One of them which was called The Vintage Store... We go in there and I fall in love... All kinds of Vintage clothes.. I was so excited I had to put on an Vintage Dress and took a picture... I loved myself in a dress.. I enjoyed it more than the people did hehe.. anyways
We leave there, and to a store called 2 Psycho Sisters. With the amazing booots that I want.. but before I walk in.. (me and Tami are smoking out side) and this black guy walks by me a says something, and I said DO WHAT? Then he said it again, All I can hear is mumbling. I keep turning and looking to see if he was talking to anybody else, then I pointed at myself and he told me to come there.. I walk over there and guess what he asked me? he asked me "You Wanna Buy Some Crack?" I was like.. UMMM... NO! NO NO NO ,NO Thank YOU!
Then I throw my cig down, tell Tami lets hurry and go in because that dude tried to sell me crack lmao.. It was funny though. I have never had an experience where somebody tried to sell me crack.. Anyways..
We go in the store looking around and I love the boots, clothes, and pimp hats.. I put on a wig, and it gets caught in my ear ring.. Damn wig lmao! We took some pictures in there, then decided it was time to eat..
We go eat at the Vortex, which is cool, you walk through a big skull mouth to get in the resturant..
We go in, take our seats, and we ask if there is anything they do for a b-day.. The girl is like.. no, she said I could sing for you,but im not because I can't sing. LOL.. then I said can we sing? She said SURE.. She said sing and be as loud as you want.. She said you want even get in trouble.. I took advantage of that.
I actually look up to the ceiling, and notice there is a picture up there of a woman showing off her boobs! LMAO I had to take a picture of it too...
Then while sittin here, that crack seller was at the window!!
Jennifer gets the idea to get in the window and make a face at him. So Jennifer goes to the window, knocks on it to get his attention.. When he looks she makes a face at him... Then he points his finger at her and we took a picture.. Then she points her finger back at him and says "STOP SELLING DRUGS" We all got tickled.. It was all funny. I take a few pictures in there, and we finish up eating and decide to head home..
(Sometime In Feb.)
Ok.. Allison my cousin calls me this morning around 9 to ask me, if I wanted to go to Gadsden State Community College,(which use to be Ayers)to sign up for our GED. I agreed to go, so I get ready and wait on her to get here.. She finally get's here and we got and pay and register up.. Alright.. she tells us where to go and we go there and there is alot of people there.. (Bleh)
Well while waiting in the line, the instructor was telling us the rules, he said it would take 1½-2 hours for the orientation.. I was like Geez.. but besides that, the black dude says WHOA.. I don't have time to sit here that long, I got stuff to do. The man of course ignored him. Then the man said I only got enough for 36 people this month.. Well the black boy fires up again, walks up there to where the man is and says I will take my test this month! I will not put up with this shit,I don't have time!! If I don't get to take my test I will fucking beat your ass, I will beat your ass you understand! Well the dude walks out and says I don't need no fucking education anyways, and walks out griping.. He comes back in while the man is talking again and starts griping more..
I was pissed by this time because I couldn't hear a word the man was saying,because of this asshole. The man calls security and the cops on the dude for threats from this dude..
Alright.. We go in the room to get ready for the orientation, and the man is going over what we gotta do, with the papers he was about to pass out.. by the time he was telling us about our id's, another man walks in with the black dude, and ask's if this is him..
Our instructor says "Yup that's him, and im pressing charges"
The black dude says "What? Who? Me? Ah No! He throws his drink and hits the instructor in the head with it, then attacks him, causes the man to fall and hit the table which broke, and bust his head open.. There was blood everywhere!!! Some people got blood on them, and some got the drink on them.. Well when the man stood up, there was tons and tons of red liquid running down his jackets and face.. I thought it was the dude's drink that he threw.. NOPE!! The drink he threw was orange juice.. That's when I noticed it was blood!!
There was blood on some of the people along with orange juice.. The table was broke, and blood all over the table,floor,and the papers we were suppose to fill out.. by this time.. The man walks out, and the black boy has already ran.. Well he didn't get far because the campus cops got him. The whole place where we were was covered in cop cars, there was an ambulance that came and got him on the stretcher.. I don't really know why, but there was a fire truck.. Anyways they told us we would have to re-schedule our orientations, and I was like omg.. I know this boy just didn't ruin it for all of us.. Yes people he fucking did.
The people ask for us to write down all our information like phone number,address,first and last name. There was cops in there asking the witness's questions, and I was like ALLISON hurry up, because I don't want to be asked any questions.. I was so disturbed I didn't want to talk.. I was shaking.. (I Hate Violence,Its Not Called For) See how stupid this place is becoming!! People are sooo sooo stupid these days.. I hate people like that!! I hope he gets alot of jail time.. I may get called to court since they got my info now.. But I will not testify.. Because that boy will remember all of our faces, and next time it want be a fight, it will be gun shots.. I know people like him, and im sure of that.
There was funny moments about it though..
This black girl said - OMG!! Boy wut u doing, you crazy you already getting charges against you for threats, omg u crazy, uh oh now you getting assault and battery, omg.. u just crazy...
This other black girl was like oh no u done fucked up now, yeah why you do that, you stupid, omg. u fucked up!!
Then this other girl said, how about that, some ****** comes in here starts shit, and fucks it up for all of us.
Then my cousin screamed "May The Lord Be With You" And I said OMG! I wanted to laugh when she said that.. (Long Story) Yes... people it's crazy!!
Now im having flash backs of all of this..and it's bugging me...
(Best Memory Chat Or Me And Cassandra Besides the Fish Poopies!!)
Me: I want to have sex with a poptart
Cassandra: *dies*
Cassandra: Not my pop tart.
Me: lmao
Cassandra: *hides pop tart*
JerandSand: lamo
Me: YES UR POPTART!!.
Cassandra: NO!!!!!!
Cassandra: Not my pop tart!
Cassandra: *eats pop tart*
Cassandra: HA!
Me: ::humps ur mouth::
JerandSand: can i have your pop tart
Cassandra: omg lmao
Cassandra: *implodes*
Me: I didn't mean to type that.
Me: omg lol
JerandSand: lol
Me: I can't breathe im laughing so hard
JerandSand: sure you didnt
Cassandra: I can't breathe either.........................
Me: omg..
Sad Galactus: It's made out of beans
Cassandra: *turns blue*
Me: im crying
JerandSand: lol
Cassandra: *turns purple*
Cassandra: *passes out*
Me: OK Stops laughing.. because this song scared me
JerandSand: lmoa
JerandSand: lmao
2nd Funny Thing Of The Night!
Me: i gotta sing right quick
Me: Oxford City Has No Power,And The Milk Is Getting Sour, To Me This Is Not Scary, Because I Stay Away From Diary!
Me: The power is out here!!!
Cassandra: OMG
Cassandra: lol
Cassandra: I am surprised its not out here then.
Me: I just spit my food out.
Me: omg im choking
Cassandra: noooooooooooo
Cassandra: *CPR CPR CPR*
Me: Jen.. read above..
Mack: LOL
Me: i can't stop laughing
Me: lmmfao
Me: omg.. I can't breathe.
Me: Jenn?
Me: omg.. i just pee'd on myself.
Cassandra: *dies*
Mack: now that's funny
Me: LOL did u catch on Jenn?
Cassandra: Yeah I think so
Me: If the power was out here, I wouldn't be online
Mack: lmao, that's true
Me: I just got choked again
Me: omg.. im peeing again
3rd and last funny thing in the chat room!
Me: I am so gay, that it makes me horny.
Mack: hahaha
Me: ::hugs Jenn::
Me: ::tells Jenn to hop on my back and let's go for a ride::
Cassandra: Where are we going?
Me: ::thinks, does that sound right?::
Cassandra: lmao
Me: LOL we are charlie horsing to england!
Mack: one of my best friends says, "i'm not gay, i'm heterosexually challenged"
Me: what the fuck lmao
Me: lmao
Cassandra: WHEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!
Me: OMG!! I didn't mean to say Charlie Horsing
Me: isn't charlie horse a cramp?
Me: lmmfao
Cassandra: lol
Mack: lol
Cassandra: we're cramping all the way to England!
Me: LMAO!!
Me: ::dies::
Jan.24!
My past haunts me until I close my eyes at night,
Nothing Else but a never ending fight,
I think to myself what is there to do,
Speaking To God, asking why can't I be with you,
Catching Memories Of Hate,
Missing The Memories Of Fate,
Trying to omit it,
All that crazy bullshit,
Words Are Spoken,
But Forgetting Is The Token!
Written By: ME I know it sucks, but oh well!
This World Is So Evil!!!
All The Fucking Pain,
Pushing Through My Vein,
Causing So Man Tears,
Chaos Of Fears,
Emotion's Left A Scar,
That's Just To Far,
Maybe it will go,
One Day I will Know,
Until Then,
I must hold up my chin!
By: Me Again! MUHEHE
::does the hot scotch::
::reads the note,the secret note,the note of pain, the note of no ending,the note that's not here::
::where oh where has my mind went, oh where oh where could it be::
::How much is the Life in the window, the one with the happiness, and no pain::
Jan. 28
Anways... I just about had an heart attack while ago.. Im still shaking,my body is pale, and my heart is flying.The reason of that is... I was sitting here typing in my journal and I was typing on the song "Toxic" while sucking on a lollipop lmao j/k not really on the lollipop.. But All of a sudden this loud noise was going crazy, and the walls was vibrating, and I thought the computer was about to blow up, and then I noticed it wasn't the computer it was coming from garage,the only thing that went through my head is somebody is in the garage and they accidently ran into something and set it off. I ran up stairs and my sister was walkning down the other stairs, and she was laughing.. I said omg.. I think somebody is in the garage.
Then she told me it was that air compresser.. when it is full it goes off. Of all the times me having anxiety attacks, that damn thing has to go off.... Damn im still shaking.
Jan. 31st.
Well we start walking outside and I run to act like I was humping the garbage can, and I lost my last testicle!! LMAO (So Shae says)
Im so excited that I finally for once get to delete my past in some way.. YAY!! I feel so good about it... WHEEEE..
Ok Hope Every Enjoyed The Journal While It Was Open..
All The Songs,Funny Times,Confessions,Arguments,Happiness,Depression, Suicidal, Angry.. Etc.
So Here's My Final Goodbye From Emopunkfu_reak.
::waves bye bye enjoy the memories::
Feb.12th.
OK People Don't Forget To See The Update Tomorrow Night And Saturday!
::Bad News::
Most Of You Know About My Friend Zack who accidently shot hisself March 18,2000 and died March 19,2000.
Well now his brother Jacob is missing, he's been missing for 2 days now, and nobody knows where's he's at or if he's even still alive.. Hopefully he's alright.
Well this morning, his mom was found dead in bed, she had overdosed. Their checking to see if was suicide or accident..
He doesn't know about his mom yet.. ::cries::
May God Be With Them!
Feb. 21st
Well we are about to leave and Im skating across the floor with my new shoes.. you know how slick they are on hardwood floors.. I was skating across them and all the peanut shells in the floor.. Then While walking out.. I Screamed and shook my head like I had terret syndrom!! The words I screamed which was pretty loud was "SHIT! FUCK CHICKEN!" I almost tinkled!! Anyways..
We all decide to meet at the Oxford Lake Park.. Because Shae is going to jump into the duck sex,duck shit, nasty water lol..
Well we take all of our shoes off, and walk down to the lake.. and I was like if anybody ask's why we are barefooted tell them we are Jews. We all laughed.. Then Shae runs and dives into the lake lmao!! (She found her slipper she lost last time lmao) Then we are all laughing and peeing on ourselves... And talking about stuff..
P.S. Jennifer got her a new car!! I Love it!! It's pretty and humpable!!
P.S.S. I Got to touch and kiss a Mini Cooper!! YAY!!
I Was also parked by a Honda Element, and seen 2 Volkswagon beetles
We all go to Logans, order our food.. We are shooting our drinks through our straws at each other, then when I do it to Ashley.. Not only does it go on Ashley it goes on the man behind her!
I said OMG! And I tell the man im sorry.. He was very very nice about it.. Maybe because he was drunk?? But anyways.. he said you know.. nobody was hurt so it's all ok.. and I said Ok!!
ANyways.. we leave there and go to the piercing place..
And they were over priced.. so we decided to wait.. But Meghan went ahead and got her clit pierced!
I run up to hug Jill,she turns around and I bust my hip into the pavement as long as scratching me arm up! Also I hurt my pinkie.. Which is funny I rolled on my back and laughed.. But anyways.. we all say out goodbyes and head home!
Anyways.. we are all goofing off, trying to keep things off our minds.. And everything was fine... Well Shae lays down on the couch and says she doesn't feel good..
So we are still talking, and then Jill walks in the room and jumps on Shae, and says wake up! And Ashley says "NO! SHAE REALLY DOESN'T FEEL GOOD" Shae raises up and says IM Hot.. So her and Ashley walk out.. Ashley then runs back in the house and says SHAE IS LAYING ON THE CARPORT AND WANT MOVE.. SHE SAID "SHAE CAN'T BREATHE" SO we all run out.. We all check on her, and Amie runs to get a cold wash cloth, and brings it out.. We tried to get Shae to roll over so we could put it on her face.. She then says NO! She finally says im ok, and get's up.. She walks to the Trailblazer still not able to drive, and says I need to go home!
We kept telling her she does not need to drive feeling like that.. Well Shae then starts to panic, and crying.. Take big sucking breathes.. and going mad!
We call her mom, and tell her about what's happening, and She tells Ashley to drive.. We finally convince Shae to get in the back and let's go.. We are driving fast to her her home, so her mom can bring her to the ER. We are going and Shae says I GOT TO PUKE!! So I reach all the way in the back, and roll down her window.. And She sticks her head out the window.. and pukes... Then we are on her way again.. Jill is trying to calm her down, and make her mind get off of it so she doesn't panic so much.. Which doesn't help!! I get scared and start crying, and Ashley grabbed my hand to calm me down.. I knew I didn't want Shae to see my crying, because she would think something was more wrong then what was already..
We finally get her home.. Ashley and I jump out of the Trailblazer, Tami jumps in the Trailblazer, turns the caution lights on and gases it out of there. Me and AShley jump in her car and floor board it out of their... We are following Tami,Shae and Jill to the ER. Stupid ass people would not get out of the way so we are blowing the horn, shooting birds,swaying,and passing people..
We had planned like a week before, to go to Atlanta to a place called 5 Points.. Alot of cool little stores with awesome items...And We Did..
Early Friday Morning, When I Woke Up I Looked Like Kiss But Without The Make UP, That's A Good Line To Take it to the bridge, but anways.. I then get in the shower, and get ready....
Shae calls and ask's me if im ready that we (we as in Ashley and Shae) are going to come and get you, then go meet Tami (Shae's Mom) at shit I forgot the name of the place, but it was something to put that where you press a button and unlocks doors and locks them.. YEAH!
So we go there, ride by Wellborn school.. (I had a dream about dying soon, and I have always had a bad feeling about trains.. I had a dream about getting killed by a train and I was freaked) While riding by Wellborn school, there is a railroad track, Shae is going slow,and along the way, I hear (ding ding ding ding) we were on the railroad tracks and I seen a train coming.. I said OH FUCK! My dream is coming true!
Shae finally floor boards her car and gets away from it.. (Damn That Train) and when it blows the horn I hate that noise..(Sorry People Im Scared Of Trains, and I Hate Their Horns) But anyways..we get pass that damn place stupid ass railroads...
We go to where Tami is, and we are all talking and im smoking a cig of course,and I really don't remember, but I screamed the Fuck word in front of Tami, and I thought we all were going to die from laughing...
We talk a little bit longer and Shae says she wants to go to Wal-Mart and find the cd ummm... Seether? I can't remember shit right now.. They didn't have it.. So Shae got Sarah M. Remixes...
We then decide to go to CD Cellar. So we go there find the cd, and we got back outside.. (again im smoking another cd) Shae is fixing her boom box, and Ashley was taken pictures of Shae bent over and my foot (like it was kicking her arse.. We finally get it hooked up, and sittin here listening to "Brokin" and singing.. Shae cranks up the car, puts it into drive and runs all over the Humping Stomper.. (aka: the block things to stop you from go forward in the parkin space.. She is driving a mustang, so imagine how low it was and running over there.. I swear it felt like a 4x4 truck climbing a big hill!
LMAO.. We heard loud noises, but couldn't stop laughing.. We laughed I believe until we got to the mall to meet Jennifer.
We get to the mall, im standing out side (smoking again) and I hear a train real close blowing the horn, and I went mad! It was echoing in the hall I was in, and I was screaming holding my ears.. Then I ran in the mall, then ran back outside, and another damn train comes blowing and I finally stay in the mall..
We all go in the mall, and I want an Iced Blended Capp. so we go and get us some drinks, and go to play DDR at the Arcade.. Well Ashley and Shae put their drinks on the DDR machine, and the asshole who works there came by and said.. "There is cup holders there for a reason, put them there or when I come back I will throw them away". I was like I know he just didn't.. He did not have to be an asshole about it, he could have asked us nicely to put them in the cup holders..
Well.. it's getting time for Jennifer to get there, so we finish playing DDR, and we are walking out and Shae walks in front of the guy, and then I was about to walk and the dumb asshole stopped to let me go before him, and I was going to let him go.. (Instead Of saying excuse me, you can go ahead) He Screams GO!!!! and I gave him 1 go to hell look, and called him an ass..
We go the parking lot.. Mike and Jennifer pulled up and they were going to follow us back to Shae's house.. So we are going and Shae is way ahead of Mike.. (turtle) and umm lmao.. We finally get to Shae's house and wait on them to pull up which took a year.. We all get ready to leave again.. and Mike says... Shae you drive to fast.. (She does not) (He drives too slow)
Well Tami,Shae,Ashley,and I all get in the Trailblazer, then Mike and Jennifer are going to follow us to Atlanta.
On Our way through Heflin.. Tami is driving and leaves Mike way behind, because his slow ass driving.. "Tami says he better keep up, because he's a lost monkey"
Tami calls Mike ""A Lost Monkey""
He finally catches up much much later...... Once we are on I20. Speaking of his slow driving, he can't drive either... LOL
Anyways.. while on the way to Atlanta... Shae gets to talkin, saying next time we are on this road more likely is when we are going to Tampa.. Then Shae accuses her momma of crying... Tami says im not crying Shae, your crying.. And I said.. Im going to cry if you keep talking about crying! Then I "Parped" and Shae's momma said MATT POOTED! LOL
Well we finally get into Atlanta.. Of course there was ALOT ALOT of traffic and bad drivers.. Seriously Georgia people do not know how to drive.. but anyways..
Some man blows his horn at Tami for slowing down for another car and the words that came out still make me laugh.. Tami Says,"BLOW IT OUT YOUR ASS" Then she gives him the finger..
We are finally into Georgia and getting a parking space after getting lost thanks to Mike lmao.
We walk around cool little stores.. One of them which was called The Vintage Store... We go in there and I fall in love... All kinds of Vintage clothes.. I was so excited I had to put on an Vintage Dress and took a picture... I loved myself in a dress.. I enjoyed it more than the people did hehe.. anyways
We leave there, and to a store called 2 Psycho Sisters. With the amazing booots that I want.. but before I walk in.. (me and Tami are smoking out side) and this black guy walks by me a says something, and I said DO WHAT? Then he said it again, All I can hear is mumbling. I keep turning and looking to see if he was talking to anybody else, then I pointed at myself and he told me to come there.. I walk over there and guess what he asked me? he asked me "You Wanna Buy Some Crack?" I was like.. UMMM... NO! NO NO NO ,NO Thank YOU!
Then I throw my cig down, tell Tami lets hurry and go in because that dude tried to sell me crack lmao.. It was funny though. I have never had an experience where somebody tried to sell me crack.. Anyways..
We go in the store looking around and I love the boots, clothes, and pimp hats.. I put on a wig, and it gets caught in my ear ring.. Damn wig lmao! We took some pictures in there, then decided it was time to eat..
We go eat at the Vortex, which is cool, you walk through a big skull mouth to get in the resturant..
We go in, take our seats, and we ask if there is anything they do for a b-day.. The girl is like.. no, she said I could sing for you,but im not because I can't sing. LOL.. then I said can we sing? She said SURE.. She said sing and be as loud as you want.. She said you want even get in trouble.. I took advantage of that.
I actually look up to the ceiling, and notice there is a picture up there of a woman showing off her boobs! LMAO I had to take a picture of it too...
Then while sittin here, that crack seller was at the window!!
Jennifer gets the idea to get in the window and make a face at him. So Jennifer goes to the window, knocks on it to get his attention.. When he looks she makes a face at him... Then he points his finger at her and we took a picture.. Then she points her finger back at him and says "STOP SELLING DRUGS" We all got tickled.. It was all funny. I take a few pictures in there, and we finish up eating and decide to head home..
(Sometime In Feb.)
Ok.. Allison my cousin calls me this morning around 9 to ask me, if I wanted to go to Gadsden State Community College,(which use to be Ayers)to sign up for our GED. I agreed to go, so I get ready and wait on her to get here.. She finally get's here and we got and pay and register up.. Alright.. she tells us where to go and we go there and there is alot of people there.. (Bleh)
Well while waiting in the line, the instructor was telling us the rules, he said it would take 1½-2 hours for the orientation.. I was like Geez.. but besides that, the black dude says WHOA.. I don't have time to sit here that long, I got stuff to do. The man of course ignored him. Then the man said I only got enough for 36 people this month.. Well the black boy fires up again, walks up there to where the man is and says I will take my test this month! I will not put up with this shit,I don't have time!! If I don't get to take my test I will fucking beat your ass, I will beat your ass you understand! Well the dude walks out and says I don't need no fucking education anyways, and walks out griping.. He comes back in while the man is talking again and starts griping more..
I was pissed by this time because I couldn't hear a word the man was saying,because of this asshole. The man calls security and the cops on the dude for threats from this dude..
Alright.. We go in the room to get ready for the orientation, and the man is going over what we gotta do, with the papers he was about to pass out.. by the time he was telling us about our id's, another man walks in with the black dude, and ask's if this is him..
Our instructor says "Yup that's him, and im pressing charges"
The black dude says "What? Who? Me? Ah No! He throws his drink and hits the instructor in the head with it, then attacks him, causes the man to fall and hit the table which broke, and bust his head open.. There was blood everywhere!!! Some people got blood on them, and some got the drink on them.. Well when the man stood up, there was tons and tons of red liquid running down his jackets and face.. I thought it was the dude's drink that he threw.. NOPE!! The drink he threw was orange juice.. That's when I noticed it was blood!!
There was blood on some of the people along with orange juice.. The table was broke, and blood all over the table,floor,and the papers we were suppose to fill out.. by this time.. The man walks out, and the black boy has already ran.. Well he didn't get far because the campus cops got him. The whole place where we were was covered in cop cars, there was an ambulance that came and got him on the stretcher.. I don't really know why, but there was a fire truck.. Anyways they told us we would have to re-schedule our orientations, and I was like omg.. I know this boy just didn't ruin it for all of us.. Yes people he fucking did.
The people ask for us to write down all our information like phone number,address,first and last name. There was cops in there asking the witness's questions, and I was like ALLISON hurry up, because I don't want to be asked any questions.. I was so disturbed I didn't want to talk.. I was shaking.. (I Hate Violence,Its Not Called For) See how stupid this place is becoming!! People are sooo sooo stupid these days.. I hate people like that!! I hope he gets alot of jail time.. I may get called to court since they got my info now.. But I will not testify.. Because that boy will remember all of our faces, and next time it want be a fight, it will be gun shots.. I know people like him, and im sure of that.
There was funny moments about it though..
This black girl said - OMG!! Boy wut u doing, you crazy you already getting charges against you for threats, omg u crazy, uh oh now you getting assault and battery, omg.. u just crazy...
This other black girl was like oh no u done fucked up now, yeah why you do that, you stupid, omg. u fucked up!!
Then this other girl said, how about that, some ****** comes in here starts shit, and fucks it up for all of us.
Then my cousin screamed "May The Lord Be With You" And I said OMG! I wanted to laugh when she said that.. (Long Story) Yes... people it's crazy!!
Now im having flash backs of all of this..and it's bugging me...
(Best Memory Chat Or Me And Cassandra Besides the Fish Poopies!!)
Me: I want to have sex with a poptart
Cassandra: *dies*
Cassandra: Not my pop tart.
Me: lmao
Cassandra: *hides pop tart*
JerandSand: lamo
Me: YES UR POPTART!!.
Cassandra: NO!!!!!!
Cassandra: Not my pop tart!
Cassandra: *eats pop tart*
Cassandra: HA!
Me: ::humps ur mouth::
JerandSand: can i have your pop tart
Cassandra: omg lmao
Cassandra: *implodes*
Me: I didn't mean to type that.
Me: omg lol
JerandSand: lol
Me: I can't breathe im laughing so hard
JerandSand: sure you didnt
Cassandra: I can't breathe either.........................
Me: omg..
Sad Galactus: It's made out of beans
Cassandra: *turns blue*
Me: im crying
JerandSand: lol
Cassandra: *turns purple*
Cassandra: *passes out*
Me: OK Stops laughing.. because this song scared me
JerandSand: lmoa
JerandSand: lmao
2nd Funny Thing Of The Night!
Me: i gotta sing right quick
Me: Oxford City Has No Power,And The Milk Is Getting Sour, To Me This Is Not Scary, Because I Stay Away From Diary!
Me: The power is out here!!!
Cassandra: OMG
Cassandra: lol
Cassandra: I am surprised its not out here then.
Me: I just spit my food out.
Me: omg im choking
Cassandra: noooooooooooo
Cassandra: *CPR CPR CPR*
Me: Jen.. read above..
Mack: LOL
Me: i can't stop laughing
Me: lmmfao
Me: omg.. I can't breathe.
Me: Jenn?
Me: omg.. i just pee'd on myself.
Cassandra: *dies*
Mack: now that's funny
Me: LOL did u catch on Jenn?
Cassandra: Yeah I think so
Me: If the power was out here, I wouldn't be online
Mack: lmao, that's true
Me: I just got choked again
Me: omg.. im peeing again
3rd and last funny thing in the chat room!
Me: I am so gay, that it makes me horny.
Mack: hahaha
Me: ::hugs Jenn::
Me: ::tells Jenn to hop on my back and let's go for a ride::
Cassandra: Where are we going?
Me: ::thinks, does that sound right?::
Cassandra: lmao
Me: LOL we are charlie horsing to england!
Mack: one of my best friends says, "i'm not gay, i'm heterosexually challenged"
Me: what the fuck lmao
Me: lmao
Cassandra: WHEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!
Me: OMG!! I didn't mean to say Charlie Horsing
Me: isn't charlie horse a cramp?
Me: lmmfao
Cassandra: lol
Mack: lol
Cassandra: we're cramping all the way to England!
Me: LMAO!!
Me: ::dies::
Jan.24!
My past haunts me until I close my eyes at night,
Nothing Else but a never ending fight,
I think to myself what is there to do,
Speaking To God, asking why can't I be with you,
Catching Memories Of Hate,
Missing The Memories Of Fate,
Trying to omit it,
All that crazy bullshit,
Words Are Spoken,
But Forgetting Is The Token!
Written By: ME I know it sucks, but oh well!
This World Is So Evil!!!
All The Fucking Pain,
Pushing Through My Vein,
Causing So Man Tears,
Chaos Of Fears,
Emotion's Left A Scar,
That's Just To Far,
Maybe it will go,
One Day I will Know,
Until Then,
I must hold up my chin!
By: Me Again! MUHEHE
::does the hot scotch::
::reads the note,the secret note,the note of pain, the note of no ending,the note that's not here::
::where oh where has my mind went, oh where oh where could it be::
::How much is the Life in the window, the one with the happiness, and no pain::
Jan. 28
Anways... I just about had an heart attack while ago.. Im still shaking,my body is pale, and my heart is flying.The reason of that is... I was sitting here typing in my journal and I was typing on the song "Toxic" while sucking on a lollipop lmao j/k not really on the lollipop.. But All of a sudden this loud noise was going crazy, and the walls was vibrating, and I thought the computer was about to blow up, and then I noticed it wasn't the computer it was coming from garage,the only thing that went through my head is somebody is in the garage and they accidently ran into something and set it off. I ran up stairs and my sister was walkning down the other stairs, and she was laughing.. I said omg.. I think somebody is in the garage.
Then she told me it was that air compresser.. when it is full it goes off. Of all the times me having anxiety attacks, that damn thing has to go off.... Damn im still shaking.
Jan. 31st.
Well we start walking outside and I run to act like I was humping the garbage can, and I lost my last testicle!! LMAO (So Shae says)