day 1:gloom
So I really want to make my journal black, but I'm not sure how because I don't know how to use computers really well. My boyfriend Eric is like training to be a computer mastermind...I wish he was here to help me. I love him so much, and thinking about not being with him makes me want to jump off a building in a sacrifice of love. But my dad said he can come visit soon so instead I'll just cry in my room with the lights off.
I am having a real existential drama right now. Today, my friend Dark Moon Child (her real name is Melissa but NO one but the teachers call her that) said I was totally goth. I so wanted to call her a bitch, but instead I went home and pierced my ear with a safety pin. My whole life is about the emo scene, you know, even though I'm like 15, I totally hang out at all the cool concert places until my curfew. I have dedicated the last 5 painful months of my life to being the best emo poet I can be, but if people think I'm goth, how am I going to face life? Don't they realize that there is a huge difference? Goths are really mean and scary, but Emo kids are the nicest people on earth. They go through such a hard time, especially when they live in L.A. where everyone hates them, but they still just want to be loved. I think tomorrow I will give D.M.C. a piece of my mind. Maybe I'll write a poem about it.
Goth is a worse insult
than bitch or slut
It makes me feel
like ice, my heart
is as cold and black
as a winter night.
But your piercing
remarks can't cut me;
I'm as emo as can be.
Yeah, that sounds good. I am so going to give that to her in math class.
I am having a real existential drama right now. Today, my friend Dark Moon Child (her real name is Melissa but NO one but the teachers call her that) said I was totally goth. I so wanted to call her a bitch, but instead I went home and pierced my ear with a safety pin. My whole life is about the emo scene, you know, even though I'm like 15, I totally hang out at all the cool concert places until my curfew. I have dedicated the last 5 painful months of my life to being the best emo poet I can be, but if people think I'm goth, how am I going to face life? Don't they realize that there is a huge difference? Goths are really mean and scary, but Emo kids are the nicest people on earth. They go through such a hard time, especially when they live in L.A. where everyone hates them, but they still just want to be loved. I think tomorrow I will give D.M.C. a piece of my mind. Maybe I'll write a poem about it.
Goth is a worse insult
than bitch or slut
It makes me feel
like ice, my heart
is as cold and black
as a winter night.
But your piercing
remarks can't cut me;
I'm as emo as can be.
Yeah, that sounds good. I am so going to give that to her in math class.