atleast I'm flying free

[emopixiegeek2]

I spent the day with Kari... I don't know what I'm going to do without her. She can't leave for New York, I won't let her. She's my best friend, I can't be away from her that long. Who else is going to listen to me tell the same story 500 times, and pretend that it's just as interesting as the first? Or spend holidays with their family... Thanksgiving in Fort Lauderdale was such an awsome time... or watch Lizzie McGuire, and sing Wicked? I can't rely on the kids that are still in Lake Mary, I mean I went to see them today, and felt so out of place, they don't want me around, and it was so hard,but Sean's comment about me "being a goddess" made me smile when I signed on. dammit there I go crying again, I need to go shower and wash this mascara off.

~Jessica Lynn~