things jus things
well uhh things have been good i guess u can say. new job n shit makin good cash got my own place n shit wat wat! but i miss jacky i figured me havin my own place now shed be over like EVERYDAY. but nooo i havent seen her in like 3 days actually... WTF?!? its weird we talk everyday of course n she reassures how much she loves me every second we talk but y does it seem like she never wants to be with me? i love that girl to death but i dono if i am still in love with her like i was before i am gonna honestly say that i have feelings for another girl but i dont want anything to do with her cuz im still in love with jacky n we r still going out but i don care if u read this jacky cuz its not a big deal if it was i would of told u myself not posted it on a damn lj, but yea i kno uve been with brian A LOT n i kno u say hes ur bestfriend n shit but damn wen i see u guys in school u r like hanging all over him n he grabs ur ass n shit n ur like o its jus cuz we r bestfriends thats how we are with eachother then ur like if u dont like it why dont ubreak up with me? n im thinking wtf?!? basically u kno i wont break up with u this time cuz im to in love with u not even like b4 n im glad im not cuz u r ruining things u really are n u need to realize that. I WILL BE HERE FOR U FOREVER AND EVER. no matter wat. but if u want to be with brian then u need to tell me shit... ur right tho i will never break up with u i cant even if i fell out of love with u id jus stay with u because i kno ur the only girl i can actually hold a conversation with for more than 5 hours n damn i cant even hold a conversation with my bestfriend dustin for more than an hour n thats bad. i FUCKING LOVE YOU! like id kill myself for u...like if u were about to die n there was a chance for me to save u but thatd mean me dieing for u i would do it in a HEARTBEAT GIRL! blah im so emo. haha i cant help it love does weird things to you! i jus want you to be happy so if u r happy with brian then i want you to be with brian ok? so tell me pleaseeeeeee dont hesitate to let me kno how u really feel. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JACKY ALWAYS AND FOREVER! ok im done being emo