may angels lead you in

[emooveryou]

tommy is telling his plans to surprise ali
and confessing his love for her
it really is quite amusing..
he is such a little romantic..
i think its sweet..
he says im trustworthy..
how lovely
amazing isn't it that today i got in a fight with thomas about this
and now its completely different

argh
but the point of this
my father
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im sick of always being so afraid
always wondering
but never having the guts to actually find out
afraid of hurting people
the peopel who are important
that i love
im afraid of actually seeing him again
what he woudl do to me..
what he would say
i need help

another thing..
tommy
im telling him things
things i haven't told people..
why?