I invite anyone to read this, no matter how much of a friend we are...

[emonyjade]

I know that i feel like ranting right now, and the only way to get what i'm feeling across is to let people who actually semi-care read it. I could scream it as loud as i can and still, no one would hear it. I am FULLY aware that once i say what is wrong i'll have about a million people say "it could be worse." And that's great. I'm glad you fucking believe it because your not the one sitting on your bed posting to a goddamn social networking site how your fucking life sucks because no one else would care to listen. Yes, i understand that you may feel like there's something worse in the world than having the first guy in years, (who supposidly likes you, no matter how true or false those feelings are)that you let yourself get attatched to, tell you abruptly that he's going to be gone for a month. I know you could say there's something worse than you're BEST FRIEND telling you that they might have something seriously wrong and only being socially inept enough to only give a sarcastic "Nice" because you don't know what the fucking else to say. I'm aware there are worse things then having no friends in a place where you figure would be packed with them, people who act the same way that you do and share your interests. I know that it could be worse than to have everyday being a juggling act of being at school in a roomful of people i don't know, and just wanting someone to be able to talk to, and then coming home and the only person i thought i could hold a conversation with, is constantly pissed at me.

I was destined to be alone.

So yes, you can say "It could be worse" until your blue in the face but honestly? You could've fooled me.