From the Heart
I remember when i saw you for the very first time. My heart beat irregular, my mind went into places that it had never been before. I loved how you looked at me and made my heart race beyond any speed. It was strange getting butterflies for the first time because i didnt know what they were supposed to feel like, I almost didnt realize what it was because i was so side-tracked by your beauty. This love that i had never felt, this discontent feeling whenever my eyes strayed away from you. They wouldnt stray because i wanted them to but because i didnt want to make you feel awkward around me. From those moments i knew you were the one. I could feel it inside. The more i dwelled on these things the crazier i became. I needed you. I needed you like i need oxygen. This unusual feeling of not being with you would put me into a shock. A shock so unbearable. I wouldnt be able to come out of it. Love just didnt seem like strong enough of a word to describe this feeling...the word agape (the purest of all love) it almost didnt seem strong enough to suite these feelings. How i felt only got stronger and now im pouring my heart out. These feelings could never go away. The only way these feelings could disappear is if i didnt see you for years...even so, these feelings wouldn't die. I would. I would because my body would shut down, i wouldnt breathe, i wouldnt be able to think or comprehend and my heart would stop beating. "Please dont ever leave me", i would beg, because if you left me...there would be no me.
Nate
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Nate
OUT...