Re: .............queerlyairickSeptember 23 2004, 07:17:35 UTC
Well first off you can spell it both ways, there both legal spellings. My birth records show Airick and after the 5th grade all records show Erik up till 2002 and then i filed the first part of the parer work to change it back to my rightful name and then got lazy and have not finished it yet. so you were not lied to you were just not informed of all the stupid details of my life.
Second "this mysterious sean guy" lets just keep that a mystery. you know more than most of my friends infact a lot of them dont know more than his name. My friend Araya is about the only one who knows everythign because she was there for most of it.
Third i can see where you feel mislead and i guess i mislead myself and you on some things. I didnt knwo what i wanted at the time. I had so many emotions running through my head that i didnt know. im sorry for that and that you and your emotions were stuck in the middle of all of that. What i was trying to say with " i changed my mind but so did you so nevermind" was i had realized that i liked you and that i wanted to try and make things work and all but you had changed your mind about me and did not want to so i left it at "nevermind"
Taken for granted? I dont think that me having a career and not being able to see you every second is taking advantage of you. I never once asked yout o miss class to see me. you made that decision on your own. im sorry you waisted your time with me and im sorry i waisted your time.
"what am i going to get out of a friendship?" since when was a friendship about what you can get from it? I knew from the night that i... I guess you could say broke things off i was losing you as a friend. that hurt me and still does because i hate to lose
Second "this mysterious sean guy" lets just keep that a mystery. you know more than most of my friends infact a lot of them dont know more than his name. My friend Araya is about the only one who knows everythign because she was there for most of it.
Third i can see where you feel mislead and i guess i mislead myself and you on some things. I didnt knwo what i wanted at the time. I had so many emotions running through my head that i didnt know. im sorry for that and that you and your emotions were stuck in the middle of all of that.
What i was trying to say with " i changed my mind but so did you so nevermind" was i had realized that i liked you and that i wanted to try and make things work and all but you had changed your mind about me and did not want to so i left it at "nevermind"
Taken for granted? I dont think that me having a career and not being able to see you every second is taking advantage of you. I never once asked yout o miss class to see me. you made that decision on your own.
im sorry you waisted your time with me and im sorry i waisted your time.
"what am i going to get out of a friendship?" since when was a friendship about what you can get from it? I knew from the night that i... I guess you could say broke things off i was losing you as a friend. that hurt me and still does because i hate to lose
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