Deep Thoughts...An Eric Li Entry :)
So on Tuesday night, I decided to be healthy and slept around 11ish-only to wake up wide awake and unable to go back to sleep at 2am. at that point, mai had already decided to sleep, so i was left alone for many hours...pondering about things that i would like to call "stuff".
So I thought about stuff that has happened to me from the beginning of summer until now. I found that I've changed quite a bit-for the better I think. I think I've become more open, affectionate, outgoing and optimistic for the most part-all due to the wonderful influence of my crazy roomie who got with raccoon boy nerd Jon Ou (I hope you're not reading this Jon...hehehe...if so, you know I don't love you and Mai hates you! ;) I think I might have matured also. I'm not as sporadically "violent" (i'm really not violent, but you people just say i am, so i'll just use the word for old times sake), and kids screaming and yelling from HS and below make me laugh and feel weird.
Generally speaking, I'm happy. It can be better, but at least it's not worse. Ofcourse, there's always the thing of wishing that some things never happened, and some people I just never had to meet. But whatever. What's done is done. I'm not going to feel bitter about it.
But I know what I want now. :)
On a side note, I decided to sleep on the other side of my bed and to occasionally sing silently to keep myself occupied, and bore myself to sleep.
To Eric and Jeanne: I ordered your gifts online...and shipping is slow apparently...sorry, you guys will be getting gifts after x-mas. :( Don't kill me because you'll miss me; and, if you won't miss me, i'm sure other people will. so yeah, don't hurt me kay? ok. :)
Have a happy flight hugging your pink little twin star pillow Mai! :) I still think my blue hello kitty pillow is softer though and we MUST do pillow trade day! hehe, but jon's NOT invited ok? ok. good nite Mai.
So I thought about stuff that has happened to me from the beginning of summer until now. I found that I've changed quite a bit-for the better I think. I think I've become more open, affectionate, outgoing and optimistic for the most part-all due to the wonderful influence of my crazy roomie who got with raccoon boy nerd Jon Ou (I hope you're not reading this Jon...hehehe...if so, you know I don't love you and Mai hates you! ;) I think I might have matured also. I'm not as sporadically "violent" (i'm really not violent, but you people just say i am, so i'll just use the word for old times sake), and kids screaming and yelling from HS and below make me laugh and feel weird.
Generally speaking, I'm happy. It can be better, but at least it's not worse. Ofcourse, there's always the thing of wishing that some things never happened, and some people I just never had to meet. But whatever. What's done is done. I'm not going to feel bitter about it.
But I know what I want now. :)
On a side note, I decided to sleep on the other side of my bed and to occasionally sing silently to keep myself occupied, and bore myself to sleep.
To Eric and Jeanne: I ordered your gifts online...and shipping is slow apparently...sorry, you guys will be getting gifts after x-mas. :( Don't kill me because you'll miss me; and, if you won't miss me, i'm sure other people will. so yeah, don't hurt me kay? ok. :)
Have a happy flight hugging your pink little twin star pillow Mai! :) I still think my blue hello kitty pillow is softer though and we MUST do pillow trade day! hehe, but jon's NOT invited ok? ok. good nite Mai.