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Wow..you think you know someone....you think you can trust someone tell them all your fears and dreams...and you feel a little depressed.kinda sad because your mom just dumped the coolest guy.and what does this person do? they dont support; and say you changed;
How many people would feel depressed or lugbrious if what happened to me a few nights happened to you
And I was so fcking content...I felt so at peace with myself for about...3 days....and then, it all falls apart. ooof course. everything falling apart. i honestly belive there is no innocence left;no silence, no being content...everything always falls apart and i guess tahts how its destined. I hate to be dramatic but...C'MON! All I got was;"aww that sucks...BUT ANYWAY--" and then the person calls me and says they know a secreat"TAHTS DISGUSTING!"
you know what i hate? "best friends" taht dont support you. best friends that need to know EVERYTHING..every detail and then if you don't; THEY BLOW UP!
Heres my calling; I've been trying to keep stuff inside; so i dont sound too dramatic..so i dont "bother" anyone. BUT THEN I HAVE PEOPLE THAT WANT TO KNOW WHATS WRONG AND THEN THEY JUST SAY SOMETHING TOTALLY OUT OF IT.all it is is a comment.
i hate to be a burden, i really really do. But this has to be the stupidest thing thats ever happened.
YES, I AM GONG OUT WITH SOMEONE I TRUST! he's not just a boyfriend hes a fcking friend. and i spend time with him because he's not like everyone else that goes,"oo.....i...c"
from now on if anyone says that..i refuse to talk to them
*fdasjfakdjfadl;kfjdkl;derekkdjsfadsklfdaks;'fjdasfjdaskl*
man, no wonder i have no more friends.
I hate to be a hippocrite; I hate people that get upset when someone says something and acts like how i am right now.
I just feel unsupported,uncared for, and unusual.
that was my last time pouring my heart out...
How many people would feel depressed or lugbrious if what happened to me a few nights happened to you
And I was so fcking content...I felt so at peace with myself for about...3 days....and then, it all falls apart. ooof course. everything falling apart. i honestly belive there is no innocence left;no silence, no being content...everything always falls apart and i guess tahts how its destined. I hate to be dramatic but...C'MON! All I got was;"aww that sucks...BUT ANYWAY--" and then the person calls me and says they know a secreat"TAHTS DISGUSTING!"
you know what i hate? "best friends" taht dont support you. best friends that need to know EVERYTHING..every detail and then if you don't; THEY BLOW UP!
Heres my calling; I've been trying to keep stuff inside; so i dont sound too dramatic..so i dont "bother" anyone. BUT THEN I HAVE PEOPLE THAT WANT TO KNOW WHATS WRONG AND THEN THEY JUST SAY SOMETHING TOTALLY OUT OF IT.all it is is a comment.
i hate to be a burden, i really really do. But this has to be the stupidest thing thats ever happened.
YES, I AM GONG OUT WITH SOMEONE I TRUST! he's not just a boyfriend hes a fcking friend. and i spend time with him because he's not like everyone else that goes,"oo.....i...c"
from now on if anyone says that..i refuse to talk to them
*fdasjfakdjfadl;kfjdkl;derekkdjsfadsklfdaks;'fjdasfjdaskl*
man, no wonder i have no more friends.
I hate to be a hippocrite; I hate people that get upset when someone says something and acts like how i am right now.
I just feel unsupported,uncared for, and unusual.
that was my last time pouring my heart out...