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Well, the other day when I posted, I was quite happy.
But.... Now I am simply just confused all over again....
And whether or not you believe me, it crushed me to say what I said on the phone earlier today.....
Chelsea, I still care much for you, but what you are doing right now is only causing me more hurt than needed... You call my friends, and whenever they mention my name, it is as if you are hearing a curse...
It is as if... (wow that looks really weird, all two letter words in a row....) you don't care about me whatsoever....
And Chelsea do not be under the illusion that all my friends are in complete enjoyment of your company, most of them aren't fond of you, and the rest flat out hate you....
Chelsea, if you toss me aside... you lose more than me, you lose the illusion I created for you...
The illusion I fought for every day of my fucking life I spent with you....
Every word my friends do not say to you, is from the prevention I caused in them...
I cared about you so much, I did this..... I spent most of my life fighting for you..... and in the end.....
I am tossed aside like garbage......
By the way, my friends told me this would happen...... but that was just another fight I had to protect you over....
with misplaced feelings,
Stephen
But.... Now I am simply just confused all over again....
And whether or not you believe me, it crushed me to say what I said on the phone earlier today.....
Chelsea, I still care much for you, but what you are doing right now is only causing me more hurt than needed... You call my friends, and whenever they mention my name, it is as if you are hearing a curse...
It is as if... (wow that looks really weird, all two letter words in a row....) you don't care about me whatsoever....
And Chelsea do not be under the illusion that all my friends are in complete enjoyment of your company, most of them aren't fond of you, and the rest flat out hate you....
Chelsea, if you toss me aside... you lose more than me, you lose the illusion I created for you...
The illusion I fought for every day of my fucking life I spent with you....
Every word my friends do not say to you, is from the prevention I caused in them...
I cared about you so much, I did this..... I spent most of my life fighting for you..... and in the end.....
I am tossed aside like garbage......
By the way, my friends told me this would happen...... but that was just another fight I had to protect you over....
with misplaced feelings,
Stephen