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I probably said yesterday at some point: "Tomorrow is going to suck alot." I dunno what I have about being able to predict this shit, but sure enough today DID suck. Alot of suck. I woke up at like 6 for some reason, prolly just because I knew that today was gunna suck, so I couldnt sleep very long. So yeah of course I have no plans for my saturday cause I'm a loser. So I played a game, and I found alot of people that pissed me off, and I let them know it. I fucking LOVE to piss you goddamn internet people off, you know the kind of people I will NEVER meet, dont give a shit about. Thats the kinda person thats just begging to get bitched out. Whatever, people are gay.
I was thinking today... I was thinking alot, I pretty much only have thinking when I'm here at my fucking house bored as hell, with not even the slightest amount of amusement or entertainment to be had. Ive been getting really pissed off because of my grandma lately. I cant even walk into my own fucking kitchen without her annoying ass voice: "DAAVISSS" FUCK. Oh and heres an office space moment for you: She calls my fucking cell phone cause she cant get up her ass and do anything for herself. Now one call, could get me to come down, because I could tell it was from my own house... Which I am in, so the only explanation would be that. So I forget to check my cell for a while, like a few hours, wich I do often at my house. I come back and I have like 20 messages, every single one starting with the word: "DAAVISSS" in that ANNOYING AS FUCK VOICE. I swear to god, I almost chuck my phone at the wall so she can never call me again.
Ok, well, Ive established a few people that piss me off, namely internet people, and my family. ROFL I called them my family, right yeah, my family. I dont have a god damn family, I have an uncle and a grandma, and if you referr to that kind of relation as family, then my family abandoned me. I have lots of family in other states, and a bit on the other side of this one. Thanks for leaving/abandoning me here you dickheads. Dont get me wrong, I dont want to move whatever shithole town they live in now. Its just really pissing me off how I dont have a family, its sorta a big part of ones life. Haha well I guess I'm missing alot of parts of my life.
Well now that I've taken a deep breath I think Im calm now. Hopefully.
NOPE FUCK THAT, My uncle walks in and I just get automatically pissed off as bitter sweet fuck. Its that bad. FUCK, he thinks hese funny but he isint. What fucking ever.
I have been trying to write shit lately, but its hard, especially since I dont know how. Im just sorta trying to wing it, I mean I used to be able to wing everything, namely school where I could pass purely from doing good on test, which I wing. That doesnt fly anymore, so I guess I have to change my approach slightly... So yeah back to the writing, I wrote one poem that I'm willing to let anyone know was by me. Ill prolly put it on later once I get more acceptable shit. Rofl, acceptable shit.
So yeah, I miss Sabrina... I couldnt sleep all thursday night/friday morning because my mind was fucking going crazy, I was like dreaming while awake. Well I couldnt have possibly been "dreaming" because I hadnt had the time to enter REM sleep, but maybe it was like a fantasy. It was so perfect, we were going to get married, I almost felt loved. Then I woke up, nevermind, GO TO SUMMER SCHOOL. Yeah I'm not even going to go into summer school, I have the biggest dick for a teacher possible, why has thy smitten me O merciful Zues? I hope she doesnt read this, that would sorta suck, cause then I would come off as some creepy stalker like person. Not to mention the fact that she would know that I have such strong feelings for her :(. Why do I hold this in?
I made this really hella long again, and I didnt mean to. If you have read this, I apologize sincerly for wasting the precious minutes of your life on reading about mine. If you didnt read it, then why am I typing to you? Have a nice day everyone, I didnt.
<3 (less than three)
EDITED 9:25PM
Today doesnt suck anymore, thanks des and rory <3!
I was thinking today... I was thinking alot, I pretty much only have thinking when I'm here at my fucking house bored as hell, with not even the slightest amount of amusement or entertainment to be had. Ive been getting really pissed off because of my grandma lately. I cant even walk into my own fucking kitchen without her annoying ass voice: "DAAVISSS" FUCK. Oh and heres an office space moment for you: She calls my fucking cell phone cause she cant get up her ass and do anything for herself. Now one call, could get me to come down, because I could tell it was from my own house... Which I am in, so the only explanation would be that. So I forget to check my cell for a while, like a few hours, wich I do often at my house. I come back and I have like 20 messages, every single one starting with the word: "DAAVISSS" in that ANNOYING AS FUCK VOICE. I swear to god, I almost chuck my phone at the wall so she can never call me again.
Ok, well, Ive established a few people that piss me off, namely internet people, and my family. ROFL I called them my family, right yeah, my family. I dont have a god damn family, I have an uncle and a grandma, and if you referr to that kind of relation as family, then my family abandoned me. I have lots of family in other states, and a bit on the other side of this one. Thanks for leaving/abandoning me here you dickheads. Dont get me wrong, I dont want to move whatever shithole town they live in now. Its just really pissing me off how I dont have a family, its sorta a big part of ones life. Haha well I guess I'm missing alot of parts of my life.
Well now that I've taken a deep breath I think Im calm now. Hopefully.
NOPE FUCK THAT, My uncle walks in and I just get automatically pissed off as bitter sweet fuck. Its that bad. FUCK, he thinks hese funny but he isint. What fucking ever.
I have been trying to write shit lately, but its hard, especially since I dont know how. Im just sorta trying to wing it, I mean I used to be able to wing everything, namely school where I could pass purely from doing good on test, which I wing. That doesnt fly anymore, so I guess I have to change my approach slightly... So yeah back to the writing, I wrote one poem that I'm willing to let anyone know was by me. Ill prolly put it on later once I get more acceptable shit. Rofl, acceptable shit.
So yeah, I miss Sabrina... I couldnt sleep all thursday night/friday morning because my mind was fucking going crazy, I was like dreaming while awake. Well I couldnt have possibly been "dreaming" because I hadnt had the time to enter REM sleep, but maybe it was like a fantasy. It was so perfect, we were going to get married, I almost felt loved. Then I woke up, nevermind, GO TO SUMMER SCHOOL. Yeah I'm not even going to go into summer school, I have the biggest dick for a teacher possible, why has thy smitten me O merciful Zues? I hope she doesnt read this, that would sorta suck, cause then I would come off as some creepy stalker like person. Not to mention the fact that she would know that I have such strong feelings for her :(. Why do I hold this in?
I made this really hella long again, and I didnt mean to. If you have read this, I apologize sincerly for wasting the precious minutes of your life on reading about mine. If you didnt read it, then why am I typing to you? Have a nice day everyone, I didnt.
<3 (less than three)
EDITED 9:25PM
Today doesnt suck anymore, thanks des and rory <3!