Nov 28, 2006 05:36
You would try to prevent something bad from happening to you if it was within your power wouldn't you? It seems like whenever I try to prevent something, it happens anyway. That sucks. I wonder if I try to prevent my own death, it will happen sooner, I could try that. Suicide by accident, what a concept.
Anyway, people really got on my nerves today, the last few days have been plagued with distress and disappointment. I guess I can be thankful that I resisted my depression as well as I could, while its influences overpowered me in a way only ones own brain could.
I have the feeling of a looming cliff again, you all know of that one. Well shit, seven months people, seven months to save my soul.