it's not friday yet.
today in school i had a chem test and it sucked. we all copied off of eachother..i copied off of luke and alan copied off of me. it was great. and i know that we all failed.
creative writing and algebra 2 were much less productive, as usual. tomorrow we start our non fiction pieces in writing..boo ya not really. in gym i got to hang out with chris and jen...where we had out daily sex talks. i love those guys. =) and in spanish we watched miss congeniality and in history i found out i got a 64 on my test...whoop dee fucking doo.
MYARC was lame..no one was there. but i had fun just giving back to the community and doing my serivce work. i really do enjoy it..and if that makes me a dork, then so be it.
tomorrow i guess kathy and some of the other mercy girls are going to the show and hopefully i will get to see them. i might see mike??? anywho, good times to be had.
alan gave me his number today...ha! and i guess he asked chris for mine a couple weeks ago...and we're going to "get together" over break. hahalkfjsdkljf.
i was telling jen and chris this today, i'm sick of the game. i am sick of playing off guy to guy and being used for someone elses pleasure. chris saw what i meant because he does it too. i mean i've been doing this for god knows how long and just finding someone new all the time. it's just like the sweetest thing..i'm tired of it. you lead someone on, you hook up, you hook up some more, and then just leave them. sexuality doesnt bring you happiness and it wont give you love.
so whatever. i say i want things different and i'm just looking for love in all the wrong places.