Sep 28, 2005 16:51
"Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound
But while you debate half empty or half full
It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown" - Death Cab For Cutie
I work at Sam Goody in the Cherry Hill mall and i recevied the new Death cab For Cutie album for acheving my goals at work...i also got the hawthorne heights rerelease with DVD...and the new disturbed CD.....but most of all with my 40% off discount i bougfht the new Coheed and Cambria CD...its blissfull..... so music is goin good for me right now...still looking for a drummer and a second guitarist to form a band....
Schol is suckin.....not aot of good clases....and not alot of frineds in my bad clases....so yea.....its gonna be a long and harsh year full of hespa, sat, midterms, and finals...... but it will be woprth it i hope...
im working alot these days...so hopefullt ill get abnew computer soon...then new amp....then new guitar...and then ipod...lol.... yea...life is ok i guess.....
today i went to my aunts funeral....it was hard....seeing my family so down when usually they are in such high spirits....i dont like seeing them like that....and i dont like feeling like this.... but it'll get better...i have my friends and family to hold on to...
chris and tracy are still doin this long and meaningless dance around each other....eventually they will see that they are perfect for each other....they are unhappy apart and happy togther.....so some day...hopefully it work out....some day soon...
cuz seeing chris so down...and seeing tracy so down...just makes it that much harder for mee to keep my head above water....i dont wanna feel this way...like i have before....but somehow....for some reason i do... no amount of talking....no amount of reasoning...will do me any good...so if you read htis just be my firned and that is enough....dont ask me how im doing....dont ask me how things are....
things are good.....thtas all thta matters..... maybe i should listen to more coheed and less death cab....cuz listening to death cab has gotten me more and more into indie...and slowly falling down this slope i dont want to go... my musical talents and interest have been swaying more towars metal these days...i dont wanna go soft and start playing emo or indie lol.......
so ye ai havent updated in a while so sorry for this long and boring update on my long and boring life...
thank you for your time wasted that you will never get back