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i just realized something pretty hardcore. i've completly lost my connection with god. i used to be all christian and not say fuck and i really didn't care what other people thought of me, becuase it didn't matter to me. at all. i'm pretty sure it was becuase i had god, but somewhere along the path something happened and now im searching for all the worthless things in life, like being cool in other people's eyes. who cares, its not going to get me anywhere at all.
wow.
wow.