tears splash when they fall from your cheeks

[emokiddaveypoo]

i have never know the point of anything. and i know that. but i have always hoped that there was a point. i have always hope that one day i would find it, and that it would be clear to me. that there was a reason that im here, that theres a reason i was raised how i was raised that there was a reason that my life has lacked love. i always hoped that there was a reason why i am how i am. i dont think there is. i dont think there is a point for me to understand. i just want to be happy. i just want to love. i just want to be loved. is that so much to ask for? is it so much to ask to not want to wake up and say "what is going to go wrong today". i thought that i finaly would have a chance to be happy. i thought that i was starting to come around. i thought i just thought there was a point to my life. my girlfriend jen, i dont what i can say about her on here that would ever express the way i feel about her, i dont know i just love her. but for some reason i cant make her happy. i always make it worse. i try to help her in school and she does worse, i try to cheer her up and she always cries. what is the point of my life if i cant spend a happy day with the person i love. where is the point of my life if i cant make that one person smile. it always like this. the last thing i said to here tonight was "maybe you were right, maybe we weren't meant to be together" and all she said was "i dont know david". i dont know david? im just so torn up. this song is for you jen

Oasis-Wonderwall

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

i love you

-davey