Nov 30, 2004 21:50
wow today seems to have lasted forever. school was extremely slow for some reason. and everyong around me seemed so sad today. i wrote this while thinking about it all.
Dying Inside
Hour by hour
day by day
With every rise of the sun
with every set of the moon
another piece abandons
one more piece dies
taking a long look around
everything is black
everything is bleek
why are we all so sad?
we are still young
this isnt the end yet
the pain in my stomach
as i look upon their faces
our hope slowy decreases
why cant we live for the moment?
cant we be strong?
even through when we are weak?
our lives are hard yes
but that doesnt mean
we need to let our them live us
finding happiness has never been so hard
but the search will always be in vain
until we open our eyes and start looking
i think its one of the more postive things ive writen so far. well tell me what u think.
hmm on to other news. i think that me and ronnie are doing LOTS better. im so happy. and i got a whole shit load of emo music from this kid name Jorge he is really cool, but also always sad.
hmm i talked to jen today. she had a bad day at school. her friends were being real assholes. grr makes me so mad.
wow im not really writing a whole lot of everything. well ima stop rambling and go. ttyl
-davey