confused
nothing makes any sense to me anymore. i feel that everyone is against me. i feel alone. i feel empty. what is wrong with me. i know that none of that is true. but why do i still feel this way. im so confused.
rons (well since i know that you read this i guess ill talk straight to you). ron you have been pissing me off lately. i dont really see how. the only thing i do know is im sick of the way you appoch everything with me when im sad. im sick of you being full of yourself. im sick of you acting as if you are better than me. i dont know its all confusing. i fell like you stabed me in the back and are kicking me when i am down. i feel like you dont care anymore. i dont know why. what is wrong with me...im so confused....
and jeanie. i dont know where to start with her. my brain and heart are all tyed into a huge knot over her. i am too nice for her i guess. but i see where she is coming from totaly. i got to close to her. i got to attached. i treat her as if she is more than a friend to me. but i guess that is beacause that is how i feel. i wish that everything wasnt so confusing. i dont even know if i love her anymore. and i dont know if im over her yet either...why does my heart have to be so confuseing...so misleading. and if you read this jeanie., im really sorry about everything that you are going through. and i hope that you get through it stronger than you went in to it. i want to see you happy again.
i feel like my life is going in a complete circle. all the shit that ive alrdy been through is coming back to try and completely kill my spirt...will it succed this time?
-davey
rons (well since i know that you read this i guess ill talk straight to you). ron you have been pissing me off lately. i dont really see how. the only thing i do know is im sick of the way you appoch everything with me when im sad. im sick of you being full of yourself. im sick of you acting as if you are better than me. i dont know its all confusing. i fell like you stabed me in the back and are kicking me when i am down. i feel like you dont care anymore. i dont know why. what is wrong with me...im so confused....
and jeanie. i dont know where to start with her. my brain and heart are all tyed into a huge knot over her. i am too nice for her i guess. but i see where she is coming from totaly. i got to close to her. i got to attached. i treat her as if she is more than a friend to me. but i guess that is beacause that is how i feel. i wish that everything wasnt so confusing. i dont even know if i love her anymore. and i dont know if im over her yet either...why does my heart have to be so confuseing...so misleading. and if you read this jeanie., im really sorry about everything that you are going through. and i hope that you get through it stronger than you went in to it. i want to see you happy again.
i feel like my life is going in a complete circle. all the shit that ive alrdy been through is coming back to try and completely kill my spirt...will it succed this time?
-davey