Oct 26, 2004 19:39
im sick of holding all this shit inside of me. im fucking sit and tired of the way that jeanie is treating me. I AM NOT FUCKING INVISABLE!! i am a person. at the very least im your friend. maybe talk to me some time you know? stop treating me like im nothing. do you have any idea how much that hurts me? after i told you that i loved you, you basicly shunned me away. why? am i that bad of a person? did try opening up to me? tell me how you felt about it? no you didnt. you didnt say anything, just droped the subject like it didnt fucking exsist. like i dont fucking exsist...maybe it shouldnt have ever exsisted...and now is its time to end that exsistance. and if you are so pissed about me being sad all the time. this is the reason.
-davey