old and new wounds
Sigh,
yeah, that pretty much sums up my past few days. I went and saw dinner theater back home, it was very good, it really came together at the end. Elise did amazing, brad did as well, well, everyone did great! I saw sarah, and we talked a lot and it was really cool. I missed talking to her so much. But it kind of hurts in a way, like i still feel a little bit of the sting from everything in the past with her. But who am i to dwell :P
anyway, i guess im getting ahead of myself. First off friday, i woke up and went skating, and that was fun. I taught meg how to skate a little bit, and then was being the show off that i am was skating really fast straight towards nikki, planning to stop and spray snow on her... it didn't work. My leg slipped out, and i collided into her.... HARD, i tried to kind of catch her to lessen the fall her, i was so worried she'd hit her head or something on the ice. It all kind of happened in slow motion, i turned to see her skate behind me. As i fell her foot twisted, and i could see the back of the figure skate, its a dull part, about 1/2 inch wide, behind my back. It ended up stabbing into my back. No puncture, so i should be thankful. But i just went to health services today since my back was still in a lot of pain. and they explained i must have bruised the ribs in the back, and its actually the muscle between the ribs that i bruise, and the enflamation spreads around to the front, which explains the pains i feel like under my arm and such. It just kind of hurts to laugh, sneeze, cough, etc....
anyway, that night i ended up staying since the weather was so bad, and nikki actually drove back up to st.a's in the weather to hang out with the abbey gang. We watched "rock n' roll nightmare" which definately beat out "gigli" as worse movie in the history of movies. Just, so terrible, unneccessarily long shots, way too much nudity, terrible effects, terrible plot, and way too much skin on "thor" the arch angel at the end, who wears a black mesh nylon cape, and something that looked like the chastity belt from robin hood men in tights.
during the movie i sat next to nikki which was very strange, well, not really strange, i was incredibly comfortable, but that made me worry and freak out, because all i could think of was elise. It's so difficult to be far away from her... and im not even THAT far, but i hardly see her, and talk to her even less. and it seems whenever we talk, its not good, things are left unresolved, and just sad :( i was talking with nick just now after our trip to red arrow, which i will discuss in a minute, but i told him, i hate myself sometimes, just cuz, for no reason... like, not due to nikki or any person, i just don't feel like elise and i are together, and it scares/freaks out/upsets me because i don't know why, it just feels like the distance realy just separates us in more ways than the obvious.
anyway, sunday i had the laod in for the one acts when i got back to school. It was just ryan and i, but we worked on the mosaleum (spelling?) for oz's show, and it looks awesome, i've never really painted something that came out so good. So if you come see the one acts, i painted the left side of the mosaleum!! w00t me! So then i went back to the room, grabbed costume and did a run through.
It was so fun, now that we had like props we could interact with it made it easier. Like we had a bottle of "wine" and i could shake terribly while pouring, which kind of showed how nervous i was. it just made it all easier, and my lines flowed, and then chris had told meg... NOT ME! that we were doing the kiss that night. So i find the ring in the spaghetti, which was very fun, and suddenly im looking up and meg grabs my head and pulls me in and kisses me.... needless to say i was a little taken aback. No big deal, it was so funny though, everybody cheered it was just a memorable thing.
Kyp, chris and i have been working hard, everything with Brady 105 and the Communist Election seems to be falling into place. Again, if you want to be on the mailing list just leave me a comment here with your email, and st. address, and name duh. The mailing list is quite simple. i mean we'll send you songs we record and like dates of shows we'll play. I'm finally living the dream of being in a band!
Anyway, i had rehersal again today. It went well again, nothing to memorable... i watched oz's show, its breathtaking, i mean thats the only way i could really describe, its just so... stunning, the light work, and set they've done is quite impressive. Anyway, afterwards we were all chilling around, and so rich, nick, mark and i decided to hit up the red arrow, and then when we got back we struggled to find a parking spot, and then a nice security guy told us to park out behind the baseball field, and he would drive us back to the dorm, it was really nice of him. and then we just chilled, and talked, watched a little bit of ghostbusters and such. I showed them pictures of elise, and sarah.
They said i had great taste. i told them i was lucky. I don't know, i've just kind of thought it always. i mean here i am... me... average joe type of a guy, nothing outstanding about my looks or anything, and i had sarah, amazingly beautiful girl who just, i mean... still is beautiful (despite the nose ring :P) and elise who is just stunning, or as nick described her, "quite the looker!!" haha.
anyway, i just guess im thankful in a way for what ive had.
annnnnnnnnyway, im incredibly tired, seeing how its 445, and i have lab at 8, soo, good night
mark
"and when she says she wants somebody else, i hope you know, she doesn't mean you"
-howie day
"set em up, and let em fall, turn them over in your hand, god save the king of new orleans" -better than ezra
yeah, that pretty much sums up my past few days. I went and saw dinner theater back home, it was very good, it really came together at the end. Elise did amazing, brad did as well, well, everyone did great! I saw sarah, and we talked a lot and it was really cool. I missed talking to her so much. But it kind of hurts in a way, like i still feel a little bit of the sting from everything in the past with her. But who am i to dwell :P
anyway, i guess im getting ahead of myself. First off friday, i woke up and went skating, and that was fun. I taught meg how to skate a little bit, and then was being the show off that i am was skating really fast straight towards nikki, planning to stop and spray snow on her... it didn't work. My leg slipped out, and i collided into her.... HARD, i tried to kind of catch her to lessen the fall her, i was so worried she'd hit her head or something on the ice. It all kind of happened in slow motion, i turned to see her skate behind me. As i fell her foot twisted, and i could see the back of the figure skate, its a dull part, about 1/2 inch wide, behind my back. It ended up stabbing into my back. No puncture, so i should be thankful. But i just went to health services today since my back was still in a lot of pain. and they explained i must have bruised the ribs in the back, and its actually the muscle between the ribs that i bruise, and the enflamation spreads around to the front, which explains the pains i feel like under my arm and such. It just kind of hurts to laugh, sneeze, cough, etc....
anyway, that night i ended up staying since the weather was so bad, and nikki actually drove back up to st.a's in the weather to hang out with the abbey gang. We watched "rock n' roll nightmare" which definately beat out "gigli" as worse movie in the history of movies. Just, so terrible, unneccessarily long shots, way too much nudity, terrible effects, terrible plot, and way too much skin on "thor" the arch angel at the end, who wears a black mesh nylon cape, and something that looked like the chastity belt from robin hood men in tights.
during the movie i sat next to nikki which was very strange, well, not really strange, i was incredibly comfortable, but that made me worry and freak out, because all i could think of was elise. It's so difficult to be far away from her... and im not even THAT far, but i hardly see her, and talk to her even less. and it seems whenever we talk, its not good, things are left unresolved, and just sad :( i was talking with nick just now after our trip to red arrow, which i will discuss in a minute, but i told him, i hate myself sometimes, just cuz, for no reason... like, not due to nikki or any person, i just don't feel like elise and i are together, and it scares/freaks out/upsets me because i don't know why, it just feels like the distance realy just separates us in more ways than the obvious.
anyway, sunday i had the laod in for the one acts when i got back to school. It was just ryan and i, but we worked on the mosaleum (spelling?) for oz's show, and it looks awesome, i've never really painted something that came out so good. So if you come see the one acts, i painted the left side of the mosaleum!! w00t me! So then i went back to the room, grabbed costume and did a run through.
It was so fun, now that we had like props we could interact with it made it easier. Like we had a bottle of "wine" and i could shake terribly while pouring, which kind of showed how nervous i was. it just made it all easier, and my lines flowed, and then chris had told meg... NOT ME! that we were doing the kiss that night. So i find the ring in the spaghetti, which was very fun, and suddenly im looking up and meg grabs my head and pulls me in and kisses me.... needless to say i was a little taken aback. No big deal, it was so funny though, everybody cheered it was just a memorable thing.
Kyp, chris and i have been working hard, everything with Brady 105 and the Communist Election seems to be falling into place. Again, if you want to be on the mailing list just leave me a comment here with your email, and st. address, and name duh. The mailing list is quite simple. i mean we'll send you songs we record and like dates of shows we'll play. I'm finally living the dream of being in a band!
Anyway, i had rehersal again today. It went well again, nothing to memorable... i watched oz's show, its breathtaking, i mean thats the only way i could really describe, its just so... stunning, the light work, and set they've done is quite impressive. Anyway, afterwards we were all chilling around, and so rich, nick, mark and i decided to hit up the red arrow, and then when we got back we struggled to find a parking spot, and then a nice security guy told us to park out behind the baseball field, and he would drive us back to the dorm, it was really nice of him. and then we just chilled, and talked, watched a little bit of ghostbusters and such. I showed them pictures of elise, and sarah.
They said i had great taste. i told them i was lucky. I don't know, i've just kind of thought it always. i mean here i am... me... average joe type of a guy, nothing outstanding about my looks or anything, and i had sarah, amazingly beautiful girl who just, i mean... still is beautiful (despite the nose ring :P) and elise who is just stunning, or as nick described her, "quite the looker!!" haha.
anyway, i just guess im thankful in a way for what ive had.
annnnnnnnnyway, im incredibly tired, seeing how its 445, and i have lab at 8, soo, good night
mark
"and when she says she wants somebody else, i hope you know, she doesn't mean you"
-howie day
"set em up, and let em fall, turn them over in your hand, god save the king of new orleans" -better than ezra