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what the fuck am I doing? I feel like I have lost every ounce of sanity I may have once had. why does being an adult have to involve so many feelings to consider and so many logical decisions to make? I feel like I have the freedom to do whatever I want now, and that scares me beyond belief. I've never had control like this where I feel like decisions I make are actually up to me. since this has never happened before in my life...what the hell do I do? =/