love.
my new favorite thing is Regina Spektor. her music is amazing. "fidelity" fucking gets me. actually, I received the most perfectly compiled CD a few days ago. it was the most meaningful gift I've ever been given. actually, in the past few days, I've had so many fucking amazing moments with Mike. that boy kills me. I still can't understand it. why can't I just accept this and love it? oh, it's probably the greatest thing ever to feel like this. I want to feel this way forever.