Rant.
It's sad, that I haven't posted in here in forever.
and my first post, is of course going to be a rant.
i'm so fed up with everything.
i usually try to look on the brighter side of things,
but it's all bulding up.
first subject, my father.
my father has continuosly handed money out to my 27 year old brother for god knows how long.
Sure I've gotten my fair share of money from him too,
but when I know he doesn't have money to make ends meet,
i'm sure as hell not going to ask him to give me money.
Especially when there are bills to be paid.
but since i'm 18, my mom shouldn't feel the need to help me with going to college.
that makes tons of sense, not.
i understand, my brother still has a lot of growing up to do, but he's not going to learn
anything about becoming an adult if you continue to baby him!
next subject, duh, my brother.
if i never speak to him, it honestly wouldn't bother me.
i've never met someone who is so needy.
never!
and he has the nerve to ask me for money!
I MAKE 5.85 AN HOUR FOR CHRIST SAKE.
NO, I DON'T HAVE MONEY FOR YOU!
I BARELY HAVE ANY FOR ME!
And the fact that when my grandmother dies, i will get nothing,
but when my brother was married she constantly gave him whatever he wanted.
HOW IS THAT FAIR?
I'm not a selfish person, by any means, but the fact that my brother got everything,
and I get NOTHING, really makes me resent him.
I'll never talk to him again once I move out, honestly.
as far as I'm concerned, I have no brother.
I think that's all i have for now.
I'm sure something else will piss me off soon.
:]
and my first post, is of course going to be a rant.
i'm so fed up with everything.
i usually try to look on the brighter side of things,
but it's all bulding up.
first subject, my father.
my father has continuosly handed money out to my 27 year old brother for god knows how long.
Sure I've gotten my fair share of money from him too,
but when I know he doesn't have money to make ends meet,
i'm sure as hell not going to ask him to give me money.
Especially when there are bills to be paid.
but since i'm 18, my mom shouldn't feel the need to help me with going to college.
that makes tons of sense, not.
i understand, my brother still has a lot of growing up to do, but he's not going to learn
anything about becoming an adult if you continue to baby him!
next subject, duh, my brother.
if i never speak to him, it honestly wouldn't bother me.
i've never met someone who is so needy.
never!
and he has the nerve to ask me for money!
I MAKE 5.85 AN HOUR FOR CHRIST SAKE.
NO, I DON'T HAVE MONEY FOR YOU!
I BARELY HAVE ANY FOR ME!
And the fact that when my grandmother dies, i will get nothing,
but when my brother was married she constantly gave him whatever he wanted.
HOW IS THAT FAIR?
I'm not a selfish person, by any means, but the fact that my brother got everything,
and I get NOTHING, really makes me resent him.
I'll never talk to him again once I move out, honestly.
as far as I'm concerned, I have no brother.
I think that's all i have for now.
I'm sure something else will piss me off soon.
:]