tears suck
mike called me at like 11 or so last night and we talked for over an hour just like old times accept there were no i love yous.i cried when i got off the phone with him. i miss him so fuckin much. the concord kids know how things were between me and michael. we were inseparable...nothing could come between us. it hurts so much.the only way that it doesn't hurt is when i don't think about it. no matter how much you scream and cry and argue, you can't make somebody love you.ggggrrrrrrrrr...... o well... just stay in brentwood aly and pretend that nothin ever happened and you'll be ok.. im so damn emo... rarara.. i wish i could just live in this constant sugar high so then i wouldn't have to think about anything and i just wouldnt care so much... maybe be less emo and less of a crybaby... hmmm .. whatever... life goes on...
it's kinda cool now the walk down the hall and actually be able to say hi to some ppl.. im gettin more and more used to it everyday.. i have friends who are cool with me and who i am... it's nice to have that again... even cooler that there are actually ppl here that understand wicca somewhat. i never had that befor. ppl never pissed me off cuz they thought i was gonna turn them into frogs or somthin like that. lol..
it's kinda cool now the walk down the hall and actually be able to say hi to some ppl.. im gettin more and more used to it everyday.. i have friends who are cool with me and who i am... it's nice to have that again... even cooler that there are actually ppl here that understand wicca somewhat. i never had that befor. ppl never pissed me off cuz they thought i was gonna turn them into frogs or somthin like that. lol..