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ok amendment to my last lil entry.ill admit that i have been thinkin about rachel a hell of alot lately and today especially.....findin that book in lindz room really made me flip.i dont know why the fuck im thinin about her but i am and im sorry.i miss her.i miss takin care of her.i miss the way she would dance or sing a song that she liked.i liked how she would clig to me when we slept.i miss her lil giggles and her prettyness and all the jewish shit she did.fuckin a.my konstantine.she'll always be my konstantine.so im sorry to anybody who has to deal with me.especially adam.i dont do well being the needy one in the relationship.i need to feel needed......fuck so yeah thats my explaination.i havt had a grifriend since her and i havnt felt the need but i cant forget her and i still waste so much fuckin time thinkin about her when i dont even know her anymore.damn.
-we may die from the medication,but we sure killed the pain-