been up for a while.....
oi its sunday and here i am......waiting for my grandma to come get me. my fuckin reprot card came last night and so yeah.....luckily jeff was on my side and slipped my mom a few drinks befor i got home so she wasnt all that hard to deal with.....basically i cant drive until my grades get up and i have to show her my math hw every night so yeah...not too horrible unless next time i ask to do somethin she pulls some lame trick like "o your grades aren't good enough" or whatevs.i have to see my dad today too. i hate him and my mom said something yesterday that made me think about it......she said that some things are just not worth it which i have known all along but im really startin to apply it to my dad.whats the point in tryin? its not like he notices when i do try and he is obviously ok with me not trying so whatevs...got alot to think about
yesterday was ok besides the report card part.adams dad picked me up at 10 am(adam called and woke me up at 7:30)and so i went to his house and went back to bed...he still wasnt feelin good so just took it easy for the day....that most exertion he demonstrated was walkin to cheveron with me befor his mom got us....
it was his grandmas birthday so we went to his uncles house at like 4.we stayed there until like 9.it was cool cuz adam has a lil 3 year old cousin aho i played with most of the night...it was kinda cute to watch adam get all jealous of a 3 year old.lol...the lil kid hugged me goodbye and adam was like"i cant watch!" oi i love that boy....tehehe and he loves me....muahahaha...ok ill stop that now......
i talked to his brother about the whole ciggarette incidednt the other day and he was pretty reasonable about it. basically adam just has to find a way to bring up the fact that he quit smokin to his dad.doesnt have to say when or why or anything.....so yeah.adams still mad but he is happy that i improved the situation a little bit....i tried at least right?oi i dunno
so yeah right now i dont feel so hot and i really really really want to smoke myself stupid for a few hours that way i dont have to deal with my dad.he better give me some money.i definately need it.so i should be back here around 11 or 12 and i have to work at 1 but should be done by 3:30 so yeah if anybody wants to hang just lemme know...
*all i want is a six pack a ten sack and a few hours alone*
yesterday was ok besides the report card part.adams dad picked me up at 10 am(adam called and woke me up at 7:30)and so i went to his house and went back to bed...he still wasnt feelin good so just took it easy for the day....that most exertion he demonstrated was walkin to cheveron with me befor his mom got us....
it was his grandmas birthday so we went to his uncles house at like 4.we stayed there until like 9.it was cool cuz adam has a lil 3 year old cousin aho i played with most of the night...it was kinda cute to watch adam get all jealous of a 3 year old.lol...the lil kid hugged me goodbye and adam was like"i cant watch!" oi i love that boy....tehehe and he loves me....muahahaha...ok ill stop that now......
i talked to his brother about the whole ciggarette incidednt the other day and he was pretty reasonable about it. basically adam just has to find a way to bring up the fact that he quit smokin to his dad.doesnt have to say when or why or anything.....so yeah.adams still mad but he is happy that i improved the situation a little bit....i tried at least right?oi i dunno
so yeah right now i dont feel so hot and i really really really want to smoke myself stupid for a few hours that way i dont have to deal with my dad.he better give me some money.i definately need it.so i should be back here around 11 or 12 and i have to work at 1 but should be done by 3:30 so yeah if anybody wants to hang just lemme know...
*all i want is a six pack a ten sack and a few hours alone*