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i feel like i need to update everyday now since ive been doing that for a while.
So today was an ok day. ive been alone..and no ones comin home till 7 or so. I used to love being home by myself.. but now it sucks. Its becoming a constant thing. I always tell myself that im gonna go out but i never do. And it worries me cuz in a month, when i stop going to school, i have to take the bus places and find new stores to sell my stuff to. i dunno. i think its just cuz i know i dont really have to do anything. I guess im taking a break from everything right now.
So the hamster finally bit me. it was bound to. It hurt and i bled a bit. but im fine. Its a lot friendlier.. and i decided what its name will be..
CHUBS!
hahaha. cuz its so chubby.
anyway. im really tired cuz i havent done anything active. I should really start going to the gym but i just get so lazy. im wasting my brothers money.
i feel extremely bad.
Currently Im creating all sorts of cool things to send to my new penpal. :D .. its exciting.
Ive been wanting a penpal for a long time now and i finally have one.
about the whole stupid boy having a gf.. i stopped thinking about it.. but now it just came to me and... eek! why her?!? muahaha whatever.. it just reminded me of one of Holland's Poems
but shes so dirty
clothes unclean,
and seeping lovesick subtlely.
while the others
teased behind me
and kissed
with bumply flesh;
i was home up in my head
thouroughly undressed
im over it..
but shes young and stupid and gross...sorry sorry sorry.. IM OVER IT
anyway..i need to clean up .. ive made a big mess in the living room.. haha oops. whatever.. i still have like 3 hours..
VVAAAAAAAANNNNNEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!where are you with my porn?????!!!!!!!!??????!!!!!!!!!!! come back home so i can go pick it up. damn jeremiah giving you the tape..haha whatever its ok.. but still.. want it. :)
So today was an ok day. ive been alone..and no ones comin home till 7 or so. I used to love being home by myself.. but now it sucks. Its becoming a constant thing. I always tell myself that im gonna go out but i never do. And it worries me cuz in a month, when i stop going to school, i have to take the bus places and find new stores to sell my stuff to. i dunno. i think its just cuz i know i dont really have to do anything. I guess im taking a break from everything right now.
So the hamster finally bit me. it was bound to. It hurt and i bled a bit. but im fine. Its a lot friendlier.. and i decided what its name will be..
CHUBS!
hahaha. cuz its so chubby.
anyway. im really tired cuz i havent done anything active. I should really start going to the gym but i just get so lazy. im wasting my brothers money.
i feel extremely bad.
Currently Im creating all sorts of cool things to send to my new penpal. :D .. its exciting.
Ive been wanting a penpal for a long time now and i finally have one.
about the whole stupid boy having a gf.. i stopped thinking about it.. but now it just came to me and... eek! why her?!? muahaha whatever.. it just reminded me of one of Holland's Poems
but shes so dirty
clothes unclean,
and seeping lovesick subtlely.
while the others
teased behind me
and kissed
with bumply flesh;
i was home up in my head
thouroughly undressed
im over it..
but shes young and stupid and gross...sorry sorry sorry.. IM OVER IT
anyway..i need to clean up .. ive made a big mess in the living room.. haha oops. whatever.. i still have like 3 hours..
VVAAAAAAAANNNNNEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!where are you with my porn?????!!!!!!!!??????!!!!!!!!!!! come back home so i can go pick it up. damn jeremiah giving you the tape..haha whatever its ok.. but still.. want it. :)