The unbearable lightness of being.
So I bet a lot of my friends and family don't know something about me. This something I've been holding in for a while now. Since I was eleven. Since I was about ten, I've wanted to be a model or an actor or a singer. Basically, I've just really wanted to be in ''The Buisness."
I pursued the dream for a while, but it all led to dead ends. Now, I'm pursuing it again. Because my philosophy is, that you never know until you try.
So by telling everyone this, I hope you will all be able to understand that the recent sensuality I've been embracing is part of my overhauled image. I'm really passionate about following this big dream. I know there are millions out there who think they have something special. I don't. I don't think I have anything special, but I think I have soul. And Allure. And a sultryness that no money, tan, or contract can give, nor take away.
I dream of making it. But I know if I don't, then it won't make anything different than it is already destined to be.
So please be patient with me. I'm embarking on a journey of discovery and terror, passion and madness. I'm not only working on my body, my appearance, my presentation, and my lifestyle, I'm also gonna need you're help on keeping me grounded. So if you can do this, and put up with all that, then I think our friendship will be lasting and fulfilling. And I aim to make it a two way street. I love you guys so much. Thank you for your continued support.
With all my heart,
Joshua.
I pursued the dream for a while, but it all led to dead ends. Now, I'm pursuing it again. Because my philosophy is, that you never know until you try.
So by telling everyone this, I hope you will all be able to understand that the recent sensuality I've been embracing is part of my overhauled image. I'm really passionate about following this big dream. I know there are millions out there who think they have something special. I don't. I don't think I have anything special, but I think I have soul. And Allure. And a sultryness that no money, tan, or contract can give, nor take away.
I dream of making it. But I know if I don't, then it won't make anything different than it is already destined to be.
So please be patient with me. I'm embarking on a journey of discovery and terror, passion and madness. I'm not only working on my body, my appearance, my presentation, and my lifestyle, I'm also gonna need you're help on keeping me grounded. So if you can do this, and put up with all that, then I think our friendship will be lasting and fulfilling. And I aim to make it a two way street. I love you guys so much. Thank you for your continued support.
With all my heart,
Joshua.