Bus fare and public library computers
What are two things that show you're on vacation or rebooting your life?
Wouldn't it be just shy of lovely if it were the first option though?
Ten minutes on the countdown timer before the computer I rented at the local library in a town I never liked expires. I placed myself in this seat with the intent of printing my resume and applying for jobs and accomplished both and then some.
Now I'm sitting, reflecting and redirecting and reframing and grounding myself with the newest methods learned in outpatient therapy for focusing on the moment and finding the bright side of things. There's bright sides. There's things.
I am here, I am capable of updating my resume without librarian assistance. I am not a nuisance today.
I am listening to rainstorms while the sun bears down proper outside. I have a desire to often leave the present and elsewhere.
I am learning to like my mind. I need to pick up a keyboard, or get used to the one at the house. A cheap adapter maybe?
Problem is there's not appropriate desk. I need a cheap desk.
Something to set the keys up and then let my fingers and my restless thoughts do the rest. I write best when I'm agitated, and that's usually not in the middle of a busy day. It's when I'm back at the house trying to figure out what's worthwhile outside of cooking and packing a lunch for the following morning.
Just want to feel again.
Love you,
Jimmy