Nothing's free. Never has been. Never will be.
My father is a man that will simply never change. He will never ever believe that he has wronged me in any way. Apparently everything he does for me (which I had believed came out of the kindness of his heart and his desire to be a good father) he only does because he expects me to pay him back for it through my labors in this family. (i.e. driving everywhere for him, feeding people when he's off on vacation, taking care of my medical needs for myself, etc.) At least now I truly understand my role here. I'm just an indentured servant.
I think Jorie hates me now too. Fine. Fuck her and her Barbie-doll fantasies. She deserves my father. Stupid bitch doesn't realize that while it's all fun and extravagant games now, she'll end up paying for it. She'll pay for every last cent he's ever spent on her. I certainly have.
I'm really looking forward to Valentine's day. It's so hard for me to be here when Morgan isn't. He's the only one who knows me and loves me for who I am. The rest of these people just treat me like an inconvenience. It's so hard to want one smal thing, and know that you'll never ever get it. Me? I just want a family.
I think Jorie hates me now too. Fine. Fuck her and her Barbie-doll fantasies. She deserves my father. Stupid bitch doesn't realize that while it's all fun and extravagant games now, she'll end up paying for it. She'll pay for every last cent he's ever spent on her. I certainly have.
I'm really looking forward to Valentine's day. It's so hard for me to be here when Morgan isn't. He's the only one who knows me and loves me for who I am. The rest of these people just treat me like an inconvenience. It's so hard to want one smal thing, and know that you'll never ever get it. Me? I just want a family.